end of 2004

2004 is gonna end in a few mintues. looking back at this yr. hey, i realise it was just any normal yr for me.

starting off the yr as a JC 2 student. hoping to study hard, with much hopes on myself, but ended up with much disappointment. always tot i cld do well in studies, but in fact not. have i really tried hard enough? Have i worked hard? and also, it is the first time i gave up. dropped chem in may. i had thought over this over and over again, but i told myself i didn't want to add to my misery, so in the end i made the decision. and another memorable event wld be project triple S. before i went into this project, i told myself i wld commit myself totally into this project. looking back, i dun think i did. but i am glad i did my part and the whole thing went out in success. though i cld not be around during the second day of camp, but looking at the participants, i was really happy. as for my personal life, erm.. sad to say lah, have put on weight despite effort to lose weight. through this yr, i have also realise tat my family is of utmost importance to me. i never miss them tat much until i went into NS. then come national service. enlistend on 08 dec. was rather depressed when i first went in, but after spending a few weeks there, i realise it isn't tat bad. dunno why, i start to miss my days in NP only in NS. miss some ppl whom have been together for 4 yrs. memorable events? got to be the blackouts. the first time i am experiencing life totally without electricity. where everywhere is dark dark dark.

moving on to 2005. resolutions?? nah. dun think i wld keep to them once i made them. but one thing for sure. losing weight. with the help of NS, i am sure i can do it! i would not give up easily this time! frankly, i am really not in the mood to welcome the new yr. so what if it is 2005? it wld just be another day. plus so many unfortunate things have happpened just as the yr is coming to an end. while we are here counting down, there are so many ppl around us, so near to us that are suffering. i say a prayer for those who have perished.

another sad event of the yr wld be the closing down of channel U. i was watching the recap episode thing just now. i realise TV wld never be the same. i realise i really liked the programs produced by channel u. esp the variety show produced in the early days of U. it is really such a pity. the new channel U will never be the same.

Awaiting the arrival of 2005. I hope it wld be a good yr for us, where everything wld be successful. the world wld become a better place to be.

Goodbye 2004, Welcome 2005.

depressing

came back this morning, or rather yest (wed) morning. it gonna be the only (most probably) long weekend we gonna have. praying that CNY holiday wld be this long also. it has been raining the whole of tue and it was freaking cold in tekong. could shiver in the afternoon. as result of rain, we did not do much on tat day. just stay in bunk. some were sleeping. then we were all reading FHM. it is just a boring week in camp.

the tsunami caused by the earthquake has indeed cause a very very huge damage. i watched the news on sun before booking in and i knew tat waves had hit areas like phuket, sri lanka. till i read the papers in camp, then i realise the damage is actually tat great. so many people had died. i was feeling so fortunate that i am living here in singapore, where we were being surrounded and 'protected' from the elements by indonesia. i can't imagine my hse being destroyed. seeing people being washed away by waves. i had this horrible dream once that i was swimming in the sea, then suddenly the waves came and swept me away and i was choking to death. i woke up in sweat. it is really horrible. and now to think so many ppl died this way. i wish i cld help, but what i can do only is maybe to donate some stuff or some money. this is really depressing... i am feeling damm lousy the whole day.

kung fu!!

back frm tekong after a short 3 day stay. dunno why we can book out so early also. booked out on thu nite and only need to go back on sun. 3 whole days at home. heard next week can book out on wed nite. it better be so. so these few days were spent catching up on the sleep. and somemore i am taking medicine, tat made me more drowsy. been coughing like hell there. initially it was a sore throat, then went to the Medical centre and the doc gave me some crap medicine tat didn't help at all. in fact it made my coughing worse. the worse thing is tat i cannot laugh, once i laugh, either got no sound come out or i start coughing. luckily now it is much better.

actually this week is rather crap week. all the 'people on top' are not in camp, clearing leave i presume, then it is like damm slack loh. on the day we book out, we did nothing at all. just stay in bunk and sleep the whole day. i didn't sleep lah. got hooked on The Bourne Supremacy. just so bored in there. think next week will also be the same.

yest went to watch kung fu with mum and dad. realise tat i haven been spending much time with them. before enlistment, i was like often outside. then when i book out, i went out also. so this week is a good time to make up for tat. the cinema was packed to the brim lah. at lot 1 11.30 pm show. went to buy ticket at 8 plus and we could only manage seats at the 6th row. but at least the view is still ok. i think lot 1 seat are the best seats. it is not to cramped, esp for someone big size like me, got lots of leg space and can rock. the show is crap, but real funny. esp tat guy who always expose his butt. wah piang eh!

i am so glad tat i am able to control myself. haven touch any soft drink since enlistment. hope i can keep it tat way until CNY, then maybe i can drink some to reward myself. weight loss is very slow, but i gonna make sure i lose at least 20kg!!! dieting is hard!!! gonna exercise more self control!!!! gonna go back tmr. beginning to feel sian liao...

first book out!

Finally, my long awaited first book out is here! and it is shiok lah. can wait until mon noon then book in, going to have a full day to myself tmr. at first we were initally sian diao when we heard our book out time is 1800 hrs. we saw delta company booking out at 11. then we realise that they got to be back by tmr night, then we are all laughing.

I was posted to ECHO company. all the morbidly obease go there lah. we were joking tat the building echo is occupying is specially built with reinforcement. too heavy liao. even in the LT, the chairs were all slanting downwards. a result of all the previous batch of echo recruits. i was in platoon 3, and we stayed at the 4th level. so 4 bloody flights of stairs to climb up and down everyday. damm gd exercise. luckily we were not in the top level. life there is not as bad as i think lah. bed so comfortable. food is so damm good. think it won't help in the weight losing looking at the type of food they give. still remember got 3 meals continuous that were western style. and they give rice, potato, bread and french fries!!!! lose weight or gain weight?? i didn't dare to eat much. after one week, i still weigh the same as when i book in. dunno if it is the weighing scale problem. and we got to lose 1 kg everyweek. so cannot anyhow binge during weekend.

the training was still in the so called physical training phase. the 'losing weight' phase. the entire course is gonna be 26 wks long lah. so damm bloody long. even the sgt agree tat it is bloody long. every morning wake up do 5BX, then go for breakfast. after tat go for brisk walk. just walking round the track. like strolling in the park like tat. at least morale was high with all the songs and cheers. my platoon got a lot of 'siao on' ppl lah. so can sing sing sing. somemore the sgt teach us some twisted version of the songs. then after tat it is some lecture. can't seem to stay awake in the lecture hall. then after lunch, lecture again, before evening exercise, then dinner. after dinner sometime got some stuff to do, sometime just free time. seems like damm gd life huh. really, life isn't tat bad here. or maybe i haven come to the bad part yet.

the sucky part is got to be stand by area, or worse still stand by bed. have to clean up all the area. same thing lah, no matter how clean the area is, the sgt still gonna find some place that got dust. stand by bed worse. the arrangement in the cupboard have to follow a certain order. SAF give u a bloody big cupboard to put just a few things on display. so stupid!

at least my section got interesting ppl. they are really damm fun ppl. everyday can laugh until peng! tat help time to past a lot quickly. but one thing is tat a lot of them are deep sleeper lah. i am always the first one to wake up when some guy alarm clock rang, then i have to wake up to turn it off and wake tat person up. think my section is also the fastest grp lah. everytime got to fall in, we wld be the first few to get there. then my section got one recourse guy. we call him 'lao jiao'. he shared with us a lot of experience. some not so gd lah.

10 days seems to have passed by quickly. next wk onwards, then will not have such a long confinment. every week can come back to civilisation. hopefully the next 25 weeks will pass by quickly.

last entry before enlistment

yoz. here i am with my last entry before enlistment. in less than 12 hrs i wld have to be in tekong. dunno how to describe my feeling right now. feeling a bit of excitement, but also some fears at the same time. heard a lot of stories abt there, but dunno whether those are true or not. guess i have to experience it myself.

gonna be stuck there till xmas. 3 wks in camp. gonna miss my comp. miss everything at home. but think my mum is gonna miss me more. she alreadly have been crying for days. it is as if i am going to die like tat. bet she gonna cry there also. dun make a scene can liao. hehe. i had told her not to worry. i wld be fine. i know how to take care of myself. haizzz.. and tmr my grandma also wants to come. wow! 3 ppl sending off 1 person. the lesser the better i prefer. if not i cld turn emotional tmr...

nothing much to say. hope everything turns out well...

6A gathering

today i met up with some of my pri sch friends at mrs loo place. let me see hu turned up. got chaorui, kunying, kelvin, wei liang (he changed so much that i cld not recognise him initially), wei jian, ser hwee, ting liang, yi wang, tze chuan, doreen, hui yian, jasmine, weidi. hope i didn't miss anyone out. we sat there and ate and talk a lot about the past. realise how fun those days were. all the stupid things we did and all the stupid punishment we received. and we talked abt some ppl who used to be in our class and i forgot most of them liao. not those in 6A lah, but those in pri 3,4,5. haha, i think the attendance is kind of expected lah. still the typical few. drink quite a bit today. a little bit of diff type of alcohol. got a bit of redwine, then some beer, and another one gin tonic mixed with coke. first time tasting tat, taste like medicine. mrs loo said mr loo added a lot of coke liao. dunno how it wld taste if more gin tonic is being added. we were joking he is the bartender. and yes, there are quite a lot alcohol at her place. kunying face turned the reddest. mine also turned, but after a while not tat jia lat liao. we sat around and left around 10 plus. proceed to k pool at lot 1 to play pool. we got 6 ppl to my table. today i am damm suay loh, always kena the white ball into the hole, or the white ball land in some place that is so damm easy for the other team to shoot. we then sort of walked home together. it was really fun that we cld still meet after after 6 yrs. hope we cld still come out in future.

2 more days to the army. feel damm sad liao. going to leave my comfy home for tekong. my mum is more sad than me i guess. she will definitely cry when she leave tekong on my enlistment day. aiya, just gonna enjoy these 2 days. gonna pig out like i never before, cause there wldn't be much chance to do so in the next 2 yrs..

alexandra sux!

can't believe it. time passes so fast. in 3 days time i shall be in tekong alreadly. definitely not looking forwardto it. imagine having to wake up early and sleep early almost everyday, leading a routine life with ppl controlling ur every moves. ok, not tat horrible i guess. i shall be albe to survive thru this. 2 yrs will pass by quickly.

last fri was PA farewell. it was just bad. not what we expected. last yr we spent so much effort in the farewell and i cld say we are very proud of that. but this yr, the farewell is just plain boring. it is just like a get together in sch. like what ber said '"mai hiam jiu eh sai, ai hiam jiu ke na sai"a few of us then hang out at marina and i supposed i had said something that i shld have just kept quiet abt. but nvm lah. it's all in the past liao. i ain't gonna see her tat much anyway.

went out with yz today. think this wld be last time we wld get together. wld be difficult during NS. went for sushi as usual. these few days my stomach shrunk i think. i only ate very few, compared to the past. and i survided for the whole day on just tat meal. went on to watch alexandra after tat. it was such a bore! what 'better than troy' comment. what crap! i feel asleep during the last part of the movie. was too tired. and then i got totally lost after tat. the movie seem to protray alexandra in a bad way. he is supposed to be a hero ain't it? what a waste of money.

Taufik woN!

Taufik won! at least s'pore made the right choice. sly is good, but singing wise he is not tat zai. his pronounciation is bad also loh. esp in his It's My Life. 'Life' become 'live'. 'Forever' become 'for-leh-ver'. haha. back to idol, i think the song I Dream is so damm nice! inspiring song. Like Fantasia's I Believe.

I decided to give a miss to chalet. Have not been feeling well these days. Think if i go, i wld turn out very sick before my enlistment. partly also i dun feel like going. i kind of resent huge company nowadays. dunno why. wld prefer to go out with a few frens or chill out at home. Just finished watching chong shang yun xiao vcd. i am gonna miss my civilian carefree life. doing what i want anytime i want. not like in the army, have to follow this follow tat. not the type of life i want.

and my room is infested with pests. there is this stupid mosquito tat keep flying round the room. try to hit it, then dunno where it goes. and then there is this spider tat is as huge as a 10 cent coin. haven seen such a big spider, and somemore in my room!! I saw it near my bed yesterday and i didn't have a good night sleep yest. afraid tat spidey will crawl onto my bed. gonna take out my bygon and spray all over someday, when i am not at home, cause tat bloody smell takes hours to disappear. now got bites all over me. dun kena dengue fever can liao.

and dunno which guy, have been using my name to post stupid things. what childish behaviour tat is. I tot this was some childish behaviour back in lower sec, and now i see it again. What crap!

cleaning up

Finally my room is all cleaned up. I was shocked at the amount of garbage frm my room. Didn't realise i got tat much rubbish in the room too. The torn sofa has gone and another smaller sofa has come in to take its place. The smaller sofa doesn't allow me to lie down on it, or else my legs will be dangling by the sides. most of the notes are gone. books gone. files goes into boxes, dunno when to be revealed again.

the interesting thing abt packing my room is tat i wld find some 'treasures', some dating as long as back to my pri sch days. first is a old telephone book. in those days, there were no hp and thus my frens number were all kept in this small little book. still in the 7 digit era. and while i was going thru the names, i realise i haven see a lot of them in such a long time. the good thing is tat i still remember who these ppl are. and i think most of those numbers are no longer valid. glad there wld be a gathering for 6A'98 on 5 dec. wow! it has been 6 yrs since i graduated frm pri sch. i still miss those days. eager to see those whom i have not seen for a long time.

then it moved on to sec sch. another phase of my life. was looking thru those magazines published by the sch. called montage. flipping thru them made me recall so much. those carefree days in sec 1 and 2. how me, yz, jinhui and kenneth used to hang out. (i found a old pic of kenneth btw, think it was taken during one of our project session, still remember it was supposed to be for l***a.) then i found my costume for the sec 2 lit project. still remember i was the carafare who had only 2 lines throughout the whole scene. had linlin, xuanwei, joyce, yz and daniel. Those sessions i remember were spent mostly slacking around and in the end we still got things done. then on to sec 3 n 4. realise i haven met benjamin n eddie for a damm long time. realise tat i was much of a mugger last time, and now i became a bloody slacker. then on to np. came through the box where all my badges were in. though sometimes days in np sucks, but i wld say i learnt a lot of things frm it. looking back at some of my sec sch work (i still had some around), i was so grossed out by my work, esp my english.

now all these things are cleared up, all organised. room is now neat and clean. the shelves look rather empty though. gonna go shopping for a drawer to put all my cd collection. been piaing vcd like siao loh. so hooked onto the show. think i can finish it tmr. dunno what else to watch after tat. gonna to nua at home these few days liao. still dunno whether to go for both days of chalet.

cheapo cds

after a levels, it has been rotting slacking and so on. haha. enjoying the last few days of my civilian life. oh dear! i told myself to accept it and go in with an open mind, but i just can't stop thinking abt it. makes me so sian now.

went to watch the shutter yesterday with yz. the theatre was damm packed. and of course a complement to horror show wld be screaming ladies. siao zah boh! got ghost scream. no ghost also scream. the movie wasn't tat scary, but after tat, it is kinda creepy. imagine a ghost sitting on ur shoulders. so if got neck ache then maybe ....... movie also tells us one thing, dun do anything wrong, esp harm to other ppl. and the photos used in the movie are actually true photos of contributed by ppl. creepy. esp the class photo one. so ppl, look carefully at the class photo and may find someone extra...

went out again today to rot with tee wei and peishan. first we went to chinatown to buy my cheapo cd. bought JS cd and jacky cheung black and white. $6 only. too bad their zhang dong liang cd got no cheap one, but still cheaper than cd stores at $15. but i think i wait until china comes out with the cd and got ppl import into sg. and oh ya, we walked past a stall that has a sign tat is so funny! the 'shou ji' (handphone) and the 'ji' is written as the chicken ji. so damm amusing. actually we wanted to take a photo, but too many ppl there. we then ate at chinatown market and we actually walked past clarke quay and all the way to suntec. amazing at how much we walked. while walking past clarke quay, i saw many women and i feel tat they look like transvasite. their built is comparable to a man. and their face?? freaky. got to talk a lot today. yeah. had a great time with them. but somtimes our conversation swayed too political. then i wld be blur liao. haha

other than going out, would be staying at home watching 'chong shang yun xiao' a hong kong drama. watching the show makes me even want to be a pilot. what was said in the show is true. the feeling of flying freely in the sky is incredible. although it is a tough job, i think it wld really be worth it. how nice if i cld have a job where i cld fly everywhere, visiting lots of places. then got lots of pretty stewardess around, then can .... u know.... joking! i am not tat causal. or maybe being a steward also not bad. haha. see first lah. finish uni then decide. back to the show, i am getting all so excited abt it. and did i mention the set? it was shot at hkg airport and the airport is so damm nice. i am so amazed by the architecture. even their staff complex looks so damm grand and modern. wld mind working in such an environment. definitely beat changi hands down! and oh ya, if tee didn't cancel the trip, i wld have been in hong kong now. maybe sleeping in hotel, or out in the streets somewhere..... sianzzz

over over over!

A levels are finally over! happy? yes! no more mugging. the thought of not doing any sch work for 2 yrs is so so.. i dunno how to describe. but i think cannot dun do anything. if not my brain will get rusty when i get to uni. the design paper was like so straightforward and easy. i finished it in like 45 min, all the while grinning down there. the thought of everything will finally be over is all over my head. everyone is so happy also loh. ok. no more talk abt a levels. shall wait until next yr when the results are out.

went to sim lim with yingxuan after the papers. she looking for rechargable battery. i also looked around for digital cam. couldn't bear to look much loh. no $$ to buy. saw so many things i want to buy. want to buy a laptop. a thumb drive. saw a 1GB thumbdrive. not forgetting my sony cybershot cam. wait until my MD rots, i gonna get a ipod. so many things to work towards in 2 yrs. so i shall start planning my financial account in order to get these things. also as i was telling xuan, a trip to bangkok before going into uni to stock up my wardrobe. i am so looking forward to the end of my NS. in the meantime, just bear with it.

rented some vcd to watch at home. shld be rotting at home these few days. i am very much a home person, so it wld be perfectly fine for me to stay home. plus cleaning up of my room. it is in total chaos right now. and the amount of dust in my room is horrible. dunno where those dust came from when my room windows are like shut for almost the whole day.

haha. i am feeling damm high now!

another paper down. a levels are unofficially over. considering there is nothing to mug for design tmr. bloody hell. still have to go to school at 2pm for a stupid 1 hr paper. Think the paper today was only ok. Think it wld be a B for my phy.

went to Tan tock seng hospital to visit kaining after the papers. terence came also too. bought some chicken essence for her. she looked well. not like last week where her face was like so pale. the doctor said she could not be discharged yet, cause her blood platet level still haven rise. so poor thing. have to do exam with a drip on her hand. draw blood everyday. and she doesn't have any extra time to do her papers. think the invigilator shld have given her some extra time. end up we were just toking cock down there. went over to novena for lunch and then took the long long train ride home. went to lot 1 with ying xuan and pei ling. they were checking out the prices to rebond, highlight, cut their hair. whatever. talked a lot with them too. and i am dreading the thought tat i will be in tekong in 2 weeks time. just 14 days!! just sianz! think i gonna camp at home with some vcds. enjoy the last 2 weeks of my civilian life!

i just realise the wonders of retail theraphy. was so tempted into buying a cd just now and i was thinking. i feel damm good whenever i bought a cd or something else. too bad the money i am spending is not mine. i am actually looking forward to earning my own $$.

woohoo! econs is finally over! don't expect to do well for the paper though. but hu cares. like what i had said before. i dun have high hopes. as long as i cld get a decent enough grade to get into uni course, then tat's it. I saw the geography course at NUS and i think i wld want to go for it. geography is definitely my fav subject and sometimes i wonder if i shld have taken geog at a levels. the only thing holding me back frm geog was tat i did not take pure geog at o levels. didn't have much chioce back then. if i take pure geog, then i wld have to take SS with history. i hate history. but the later batches get to offer SS with e-lit. damm! if they offered elective lit back then in my yr, then i cld take pure geog. now i saw the newspapers tat they are offering SS with c-lit. 2 entirely diff subject?? one in el one in cl. will feel so damm strange. and frm yr 2006, students will be able to use electronic dictionary in exams!!! WTH!! it wld speed up the writing process a lot loh! and it will make it damm easy lah. just key in the hanyu pinyin and then u get the word. oh man. all the changes to the education system.

ok. 2 more papers to go. 1 more to mug for. think design no need to study one lah. and poor kaining is currently stuck in the hospital. down with dengue fever. it is like so 'lucky', getting it during the a levels period. and she got s-paper this week also. hope it wld affect her too much, cause her grades are really good. shld be visiting her tmr after phy. hope she wld get well by then.

the exterior construction for my flat is currently right outside my flat. yesterday afternoon was abosulte horror. the were drilling the tiles right outside my flat. and the sound is so damm load and i cld feel the ground and wall shake. used the radio to cover up the noise and i endedup with such a bad headache. why this period out of all the period. stupid!

this is so funny

After numerous rounds of "We don't even know if Osama is still alive",Osama himself decided to send George W a letter in his own handwriting to let him know he was still in the game. Bush opened the letter and it appeared to contain a coded message: 370HSSV-0773H. Bush was baffled, so he typed it out and emailed it to Colin Powell. Colin and his aides had no clue either so they sent it to the CIA. No one could solve it so it went to the NSA and then to MIT, NASA and the Secret Service. Eventually they asked Britain's MI6 for help.

They called the White House:"Tell the President he is looking at the message upside down."

当你孤单你会想起谁 - 张栋梁

你的心情总在飞什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑

但是天总会黑,人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫

当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回

The Incredibles!

seriously sick of studying today. so went to watch The Incredibles! it was really incredible! love the movie. The story plot was heart warming. the graphics were so real. the things in the movie amazes me. I wld strongly recommend the movie! love some characters. esp jack jack the baby. the last part when he turned into a devil was so funny! plus tat edna. she reminds me of tat econs lecturer (phyllis chia i think). think they look almost alike. love the part where elasticgirl became a raft and dash was kicking his legs in the water to propell it. hope the movie cld be longer.

my econs is in deep shit. after doing some mcq on tys, i realise tat my results were absolute horrible!

SM??

today's challenge on survivor is definitely one of the best among all the season. one member frm each team has their hand tied together and them linked onto a ring that runs along a rope. the rope then runs thru several obstacle course and other members have to help tat person to get over. so funny to see eliza and julie being tossed abt like nobody business.

some pics


this looks so SM.

and this

Eliza looked like she had just been raped

and i think this is the best! julie being dragged across the pole like a pig!


see. i am so bored.......

spolit brat??

the showdown i have been wanting to see, olinda vs taufik is all gone. olinda got booted instead of sylvester. all thanks to those crazy girls voting for him. actually he ain't tat bad, but he just sucked at yesterday's show. esp when he sing tat phantom of the opera song, it makes me cringe!

today me and my mum went to fetch my grandma from my first uncle house to my 3rd uncle house. cause no one is at home to look after my grandma. we took a cab and this cab driver was really one who crapped so much shit. he asked me if i had been thru ns, then i told him not yet, end of this yr. then he went on to talk a lot of cock abt his son blah blah blah, then he said, "i think you will surely not be albe to get used to life in NS. inside have to be very independent. i see you, i think u haven even wash a cup before" I was like WTF? perhaps he think i was some rich man son as we boarded the cab at my uncle hse, which is a semi d. i ain't no spoilt brat !! I washed things that are beyond just a little cup. haha. i didn't even bother to reply to him for the rest of the journey. luckily it was just a short journey.

woohoo! the toughest of the a levels for me is finally over! 3 papers consecutively. the stress level is definitely there. econs was total flop. the questions tat came out were not those i had expected. at least maths paper 2 was easy. praying hard for A. then for today phy, the MCQ is so freaking easy, at least compared to nj standard. but i cld do almost all qns. but paper 2 seriously sucked. esp the data analysis qn. don't even know wat the fuck it is abt. but hu cares? it's over. shld be able to do ok for tat. if really do badly, cannot go uni, then after i ORD then decide lah.

the fact tat i am going to ns soon seems to be looming over me. it's just 3 weeks away. of course i have fears abt it. don't really know how it wld be like. will i get along with ppl? will i be albe to make any close friends? can i cope with the training? so many doubts....

Encore!

Today as my grandma mother. my mum side one. all my grandmothers birthday fall so close together. just 2 weeks ago is grandma frm dad side. so we had a bbq at my uncle's hse. now my voice seems half gone. must be the heaty food and all the toking cock with my cousins. i realise tat i am indeed closer to cousins frm my mother side. perhaps it is because we stay near to each other, unlike my dad side, where my cousins are in beijing. so back to the bbq. we had damm lots of food. we all ate till our fill. the chicken wings were in fact horrible at first due to the fire, but towards the end, when the heat is enough, we dun have anymore chao tah chicken wings. i ate till my stomach almost burst. tat's my nature. so much leftover, waste food leh. then continue to eat loh. those tat can be 'da bao' are all being 'da bao' by everyone.

damm. there have been so many gd albums out recently. dun have money to buy all. today i bought S.H.E new album Encore. and damm, Hebe look so freaking chio in the album. so 'shu nu' look. so lady-like.never knew she cld carry tat image. then they got a file as free gift and she looks so cute. ohhh! i like her so much liao. always tot selina is the chioest one, but not, it is Hebe! the song 'hou niao' is nice, soothing. composed by jay chou. the 2nd song 'tong kuai' is so rock. like superstar. and the 3rd song 'bie shuo dui bu qi' is a cover of britney's Everytime. don't like their version. and in fact the version i liked was the one when britney sang it on 'saturday night live'. even the album one was so bland.and there is more album. zhou chuan xiong new album is also out. decide to download it. plus there is jolin's new album. also downloaded. and zhang jing xuan album. also download. next yr cannot download liao. see how hard they come down on ppl first. if cannot then have to buy loh. think what my fren once told me is rite. tat i spend most my money on food and CDs.

2 more days to exam. think i am not gonna study much tmr either. totally screwed for phy. have not touched phy for a damm damm long time. and ya, tmr there is charlie's angel. damm, surely will not be albe to study tmr...

karma

i have been trying to study statistics but failed. the rather successful maths paper yesterday indeed spured me on to work harder. due to me waking up in the unearthly hrs in the morning, i was dead on bed until dinner time. and then i was totally pissed off by my parents. they woke me up for dinner and when i got out of the room, dinner was not even cooked yet. nvm. i was not feeling well, so i just ate a little and went back to my room. then my father accused me of being picky in food, say i dun want to eat. somehow he piss my mum off and she came to piss me off. tat's when i snapped. i just lashed back at her. wat a joke, when i want to eat, they keep telling me dun eat, so fat alreadly eat. when i dun feel like eating, they keep forcing me to eat. how ironic huh. oh wtf. forget abt it. sometimes i wonder how come they just can't leave me alone. yes, to them i will always be their child, but i am grown up now, i need a little freedom and privacy. sometimes i really feel like killing them when they keep walking in and out of my room. hello! i need some time of my own.

just now, or rather yesterday's charmed was talking abt karma. do u believe in karma? i strongly believe in it. if one does a lot of good in his life, he will be protected. the bad will have to pay for what they have done. seriously, everyone one of us will have done wrong things in our life, it is jus whether it is just mild mistake or a grave mistake and the retribution one receive will of course be greater is he does more bad. just wondering, will ur karma carry on to ur next life. let say one does a lot of good in this life, will his next life be very blessed even if he is going to be a big bad bastard the next life. just wondering...

I am up at some unearthly hrs again. was so shagged after maths paper tat i went home and fell onto bed and sleep. woohoo! another paper is over. maths paper 1. glad tat the paper was actually quite easy. only got a little cock up with the function qns. and the general solution qns also. just realise it when i got home. plus the first part of complex no. other than tat shld be no problem loh. praying for a A. hope paper 2 goes well also. i was rather happy after the paper, knowing tat i cld do the MI qn and i go the correct ans for the vector qn and the odd number 5 qns, which i spent like 15 min on tat bloody qn, fearing tat there cld be some trick somewhere or wat.

went to ajisen at lot 1 for dinner with yz. he was quite sian diao, knowing tat he got some mistake, but it is only a few parts wat, still can get some marks lah. dun worry. feeling sick after eating the ramen. last time after i ate the ramen, i had a damm bad flu. i didn't believe it was the ramen. now leh, been blowing my nose non stop...

today while on 171, i passed by bukit timah and then at near beauty world there, i saw some police car with the forensic truck. then i commented to yz, eh, someone got killed izit? true enough, there was some sort of robbery there. Apparently a man tried to rob the bank and he was shot by the guards. to think he used a toy gun loh. duh! and why wld anyone try to rob a bank alone? surely will not be successful one. want to rob whole gang go rob wat, like what we see in HK show. how desperate ppl can get for money....

still comtemplating whether i shld go back to nj to study. in fact, i haven been back to sch except for papers. while ppl are desperating looking for teachers for consultation, there i am at home stoning away at the notes. well, goes to show tat i am very clear of all the concept and i need no help izit? rubbish! oh well, see how later...

rain rain rain

I am hoping tat it will rain cats and dogs now. so that the construction work on my blk wld stop and i cld have a peaceful time to sleep. the past few days afternoon have been raining, so i have enjoyed days of peace. i need to sleep. woke up damm early today.

and yes GP is over! one paper down. 3 more subjects, 7 more papers to go! surprisingly the GP compre was rather easy, except for AQ. didn't have much time for AQ, but the qns in front were managable. hope essay wld be ok too. I did qn 6 "Is recycling the answer to the problem of waste?" hope i did tackle the diff types of waste.

went to raintree to collect our invitation 'card' for PA seniors farewell. it is not really a card. the made a box which is actually a speaker. thanks a lot man! they sure put in lots of effort into doing the thing. hope the farewell wld be fun. and it is on 3rd dec, on the last day of chalet. if we are going over after chalet, think a lot of us gonna K.O. in sch.

went to lot 1 with yz and yewchwan. tat yz dua kang, at first try to bluff me tat yj is on bus. then it turns out she is really on the bus lah. he still talking abt not asking her out for lunch. u think i dare to ask meh? she will go meh? but really, who knows....

for once on sgidol, i liked daphne singing. she sang you gotta be by desree and she did it well. the first time i didn't find her whiny sound tat irritating. RnB is realy THE nite! they did well, except for sylvester rock your body. oh man! it gave me goosebumps! so yucks!

i seriously need to sleep liao. my eyes are half open. just waiting for the drilling to stop. fuck man! drill and drill during this exam period. fuck loh. want to drill cannot drill next yr meh? it is so fucking stupid loh. they just drill and remove the tiles from the slanted wall outside the flat, then just paint it over?? never even replace the tiles. can't they just leave them alone? or at least put back the tiles? think the town council have too much money to spend. still collect so much from us. and they are painting the wall when it was been like only 3 or 4 yrs. the paint still looks ok. oh btw, the current colour scheme sucks and they are still going with the same colour. still prefer the brown look when we just moved in. ok, enough of the swearing, just tat all the drilling is driving me a little insane. my radio is blasting away right now too. rain rain come quickly. gonna pray for rain. come on, let it RAIN!!!!! RAIN!!!! RAIN!!!!

Again i am up at some unearthly hours. Slept early and end up waking up super early at 4am. It has been raining like crazy these few days. Feeling cold and miserable again. GP is in 4 days time and i think i am starting to freak out only this week. and it is like the A's are so close alreadly. Others have been panicking weeks back and i am still yaya papaya then. ppl like yz is alreadly panicking and so stressed out loh. at least i got into mugging mood these few days. 26 more days to go!!!

Went out to celebrate my grandmother birthday yesterday. went to the 'no signboard' restaurant at west coast to have dinner. Food wise was ok loh. i wasn't having a good appetite then and i just ate a little. too lazy to deshell the crab so i decided to give it a miss. my 2 younger cousins were busy taking photographs. talk abt rich ppl huh. one is like only 10 yrs old and he is holding a 1000 dollar plus cam on his hand and the other only 2 yrs younger was holding another digital cam, those professional type, clicking away like nobody business. tat's my uncle. everything also each son have one. rich ppl lifestyle, not like me, the poor guy who could not even afford a cheap digital cam. been so tempted to go get one cam during the promotion but mum says buy alreadly also no use. well, ok loh. this cld well be the last time i have gotten something frm her, since i am going to have my own pay next yr. slavery in fact. so much for just a mere few hundred dollars. ok, i shouldn't be complaining, there are ppl who earn less than tat. be content with what you have.

my back is huring again. been sitting down at my desk too much i think. either really studying or just plain stoning or staring at the comp screen. yest after dinner and sitting down for too long, i couldn't even walk properly. i can't imagine getting a desk job in future and sitting down in the office for hrs. hmm, tat's not the life i want, but i wld not want to be slaving our in the sun all day either.

the tv in my room is officially screwed. For the past few mths, i have to hammer the tv for the screen to appear properly, then yesterday, i hammer the tv, the screen is still blank and after my constant abuse, it finally broke down. oh heck! my dad says it is a sign for me to concentrate on my studies. went to giant yest to see if there is cheap tv, but it is temp out of stock.

downloaded yanzi new album yesterday. been using another program emule and it is good! i am too cheapo to go buy her album. i like her songs in the album. songs like wo de ai, ben, zhong, let's vino. shall wait for a while to see if i shld go and buy her album. i am contemplating buying as SHE wld be coming out with a new album in nov. if i buy and buy, then wld be broke liao loh. and sometimes i wonder if buying CD are a waste of money. yz also say tat i buy too much cd liao. average of one per month. thinking back, could be quite a lot. i alreadly downloaded a lot alreadly loh, if i were to buy those downloaded one, it wld burn a big hole in my pocket. what i feel is tat after a few yrs, if i were to take out these CD and listen to them, browse thru them, it cld bring back gd memories. somehow i cld link songs with part of my life. like when listening to yes933 fm 'jing dian ge qu jiu jian huan' , i could remember the days where i was exposed to music way back in pri 5/6. during tat period, i start to listen to music, buy my first ever CD. still remember it was a spice girls album. and since then my collection have grew. wonder how it wld be like when i am old in the future and listening to these tracks. i wld continue to buy, in moderate amts. hehe. and the song 'wo de ai' is so so so good. and the mtv is so damm well shot. yanzi in paris. what a romantic city..

was browsing thru the net and i found this news. apparently a FA with delta was reported to be sacked as she had put up pic of her in uniform on her blog. talk abt be careful with what u put online. ridiculous and funny though. maybe in fact she did violate company policies. here's her blog http://queenofsky.journalspace.com/. funny how she call herself 'queen of the sky' and there are a lot of pics of her. some ridiculously weird though. plus she is not tat chio also lah. in fact i burst out laughing at some of her quotes. resembles a typical bimbo FA. In fact i am wondering if i shld go be a FA for a few yrs. can travel around the world for free. i wld really want to see the world. but the thought of having to serve ppl irks me. well, serving ppl coffee and tea is not exactly me. but for the perks, i may comtemplate. and also it wld mean if i wld get into good shape a few yrs later. the first criteria wld be to 'look GOOD'. considering the me now, i am way far from tat. shall see abt it .....

what a long post. thinking whether to go back to sch, cause i have to iron my uniform....

我的爱 - 孙燕姿

绕着上路 走的累了 去留片刻 要如何取舍
前年捡的 美丽贝壳 心不透彻 不会懂多难得

以为只要简单的生活 就能平息了脉搏 却忘了在逃什么

我的爱 明明还在 转身了才明白
该把幸福 找回来 而不是各自缅怀
我会在 沿海地带 等着潮汐更改 送你回来
你走路姿态 微笑的神态 见你是曾错过的 真爱

以为只要简单的生活 就能平息了脉搏 却忘了在逃什么

我的爱 明明还在 转身了才明白
该把幸福 找回来 而不是各自缅怀
我会在 沿海地带 等着潮汐更改 送你回来
你走路姿态 微笑的神态 见你是曾错过的 真爱

莫非这是上天善意的安排 好让心更坚定 彼此更接近 真爱

我的爱 明明还在 转身了才明白
该把幸福 找回来 而不是各自缅怀
我会在沿海地带 等着潮汐更改 试着忍耐
不再怕伤害 不再怕期待 见你时那才是我真爱
你走路姿态 微笑的神态 亲你时那才是我真爱

my comp screwed up again. it's the dunno how many times this yr that i went down. spend the whole afternoon fixing the bloody comp, reinstalling the programs. Think i gonna invest on a USB storage device. it's tiring to back up the files on CD. now also dunno why my internet has come to an all time slow. like 56 k connection like tat. sucks!

didn't study today. woke up early and was tidying my room while my frens are adding some chemicals into the test tube in the lab and panicking. hehe. the room is do damm dusty man. u shld see the amt of dust collected on the keyboard. plus those files which are placed on the table, waiting for me to feast on the notes inside. it's just dust dust everywhere. was packing the books n files and i found my YEP journal lying aside. went through the journal. It's almost one yr since i went for the trip and reading the entries really bring back lots of memories. oh how i miss tat place. the carefree life one has there.

gp is coming next week and i haven write any compo yet. always say i want to do it tmr, then it is tmr tmr tmr. just couldn't bring myself to write a full essay. i guess the only fun i have frm revision is doing stats qns. dunno why, i like stats damm lot. i think they are very interesting in fact. i can just sit down and do stats for hrs whereas for pure maths, i wld puke blood after 1 hr.

was watching the news today and i really pity the ppl of japan. typhoon plus earthquake and this earthquake is a major one. so many lives are lost. imagine ur hse collapsing. tat bad. hope there wld not anymore disaters hitting them. and the taiwan parliament. fancy throwing lunch boxes at each other. wat a scene. can remember last time they throw chair at each other. and waz up with the LP thing?

phy prac

yesterday physics prac went well. I guess i have gd luck. I did qn 1, the tougher qns first and though i cannot finish the whole thing in 1 hr, i am able to go back to the qn after i finished qn 2. anyway, qn 2 was so chicken feet. could do with my eyes close. qn 1 is the darned qn. have to oscillate a magnet with another magnet placed a varying distance from the suspended one such that the 2 magnet repel each other. First silly mistake: i didn't realise tat the magnet were supposed to repel at first, so whenever i oscillate the magnet, both magnet will attract each other. i was like 'oh shit shit shit' there. tried looking at others, nothing wrong with set up leh. later luckily realise tat the magnet were supposed to repel. 2nd silly mistake, i actually forgot the log one of the data. luckily i realise it in the nick of time. it was after i came out with the scale on the graph. as it was a negative scale, had to redraw the scale. The good thing is tat i managed to complete everything. phew!

the lock up in the gym was so sian as usual. realise that while we were walking to the gym from the labs, ppl from the 3rd shift could actually communicate with us at the linkway, at the canteen etc. didn't see anyone though. intend to do some work, but end up toking cock in the gym. some stupid jokes, then talking abt cca, some lewd jokes. in the end we were playing bingo bingo! i won the last game!

day before phy prac

It's gonna be the first paper tmr!! physics prac. Nothing much for me to study though. What sucks is tat we have to locked up until abt 1 after we finish off at 10. it sucks being in first shift. and somemore it is in the bloody gym. have to sit on the floor to mug. I have prepared liao. 2 full MD of songs plus econs tys plus magazine plus tmr newspaper to kill time. gonna go get a place where i can lean on. certainly not looking forward to tat.

haven blog for quite some time. been online, but just too sian to blog. think my mugging progress is too slow loh. still stuck on econs after 3 days. can't bring myself to move on. esp doing GP. haven even write an essay, which i said i wld do so last wk. well, shall see abt it.

and on to sgidol. WTF! maia is being kicked out! she's a consistent performer. i dun think she is boring. in fact i am quite surprised at her performance every week. and her performance are always so entertaining with dance moves. sad sad sad.... next wk is big band, think they gonna suck at it.

then the photos we took during grad day is up. it's here http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2841730093
first time taking so many wacky shot in one day.

gotta go off liao. All the best for tmr!

Chipanese

I am such a glutton. Went to the Chipanese buffet at Gapz with yz today. and the chipanese thing is total crap. chipanese = chinese + japanese. tot there wld be good dim sum n sushi, turn out both sucks. they got real creative sushi loh, like roast meat n charsiew on sushi?? WTF loh. then the dim sum also cannot make it loh. only like 5 varitey. and taste bad somemore. dun have my fav siew mai. will not ever go back again!

i realise i am mugging less and less. losing the momentum. finding it hard to get back somemore. exams are coming nearer and nearer. next week is phy prac liao. sian sian sian.

just now on sgidol, leandra sang dreaming of you by selena. it was my all time fav song. but somehow, she spoilt it. trying to act kiddo while singing the song, totally no class! and olinda wore a dress loH! WTF?? she looks femanine, but doesn't sound so. wonder wat she going to wear next week? minishirt with tubetop ah?

Dreaming Of You Selena

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you(Yes, I do)

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me

Ahh...I can't stop dreaming of you
Ahhh...I can't stop dreamin

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly...

grad day

I just received my enlistment letter today. Going in on 8 dec. and prom is on the same day loh. sianz. paid the FULL sum alreadly. gonna sell my ticket or worse come to worse i just give it to someone loh. Seems like almost all of us have received the letter. as soon as i tore open the letter my mum handed to me, i then start to receive sms liao on their date of enlistment. ber going in same day as me. some a few days later, some in jan. ok i gonna start counting down to how many freedom days i gonna have. got to start some training also. if not go in will die.

yest was grad day. it was quite crap loh. sch started with assembly and we the YEP team got to go up to the atrium there to do a thank you bow. not all came. but at least it was a 'great way' to end the days at nj. then the so called 'grand ceremony' at the hall. was crap. had to sit on the floor somemore. listen to talk by cheng, result analysis, them trying to motivate us to work hard. the interesting thing was the slide show, where all the teachers dedicate message to their class. but it was too long and it soon got very draggy. after the whole thing, then we start to sing National Dream. michelle was singing on stage for dunno how many times loh. then ppl started throwing ppl into the sky. we did not throw yee. think he wld fly to the roof if we did tat. saw derek lee being thrown by s06. he almost flipped over. we then got our results slip ( which was one of the reason i came for the thing). shocking tat i got 81 percentile for econs. went to take photo after tat. first was outside the hall. peiling kena bullied by us. haha. first it was her face being covered, then her pony tail standing up. maybe i wld post the pic when peiling n xuan uploaded them. we then went back to class and took more pics. some wacky pics, and some formal one. think i took the most photo on this day.

went to watch white chicks with yz after the whole thing and it was freaking funny! both of us were laughing like mad ppl. some stupid quotes:
" I am having a B.F." "She's having a bitch fit"
"opps sorry, these are new" referring to her fake boobs.
"I am gonna write a letter!"
"This ain't a bag. It's prada!"
" we gonna so shoppinggggggg!"
The scene when they are shopping was really so funnY!!! when they are in the changing room. and the scene where the 2 real twins were stripped by the FBI agent. Haven't seen such a funny movie. the last one shld be austin powers goldmember.

and there is the bimbo song, " A Thousand Miles" the part where the black guy sang was just so .....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead J
ust making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
nd I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by '
Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

Leader of The Band

I was watching the rerun of sgidol today and i tot jerry actually sang quite well. It was due to him not having tat constipated voice. He was way better during the spectacular 1 show, way better than chrisypoo n i think bevely. Somehow i sense tat this song came out from his heart. It was a really nice song.

Leader Of The Band

An only child alone and wild
A cabinet maker’s son
His hands were meant for different work
And his heart was known to none
He left his home and went his lone
And solitary way
And he gave to me a gift I know
I never can repay

A quiet man of music
Denied a simpler fate
He tried to be a soldier once
But his music wouldn’t wait
He earned his love through discipline
A thundering, velvet hand
His gentle means of sculpting souls
Took me years to understand

The leader of the band is tired
And his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs through my instrument
And his song is in my soul
My life has been a poor attempt
To imitate the man
I’m just a living legacy
To the leader of the band

My brothers’ lives were different
For they heard another call
One went to Chicago
And the other to St Paul
And I’m in Colorado
When I’m not in some hotel
Living out this life I’ve chose
And come to know so well
I thank you for the music
And your stories of the road
I thank you for the freedom
When it came my time to go
I thank you for the kindness
And the times when you got tough
And, pap, I don’t think
I said, "I love you" near enough

The leader of the band is tired
And his eyes are growing old
But his blood runs through my instrument
And his song is in my soul
My life has been a poor attempt
To imitate the man
I’m just a living legacy
To the leader of the band
I am the living legacy
To the leader of the band.

oh man! oh dear! i am so sian diao now! tee decided not to go to hk, right at the very last last minute. we have alreadly made the reservation and then he called me at night to say he dun want to go liao. dun know the actual reason actually, he thinks 3 person going like very strange. i feel tat 3 shld be ok to travel. a small grp is better than a large grp. less fuss and trouble. easier to make decisions. ok. after all the fuss n huss and even going to extend our passport, the trip is cancelled. ok. i am in fact quite pissed. or maybe the more i think abt it, the more i am pissed. and this isn't the first time this week i am being sort of 'pang seh' by someone. why can't ppl make up their mind? all the time spent for nothing. i am not blaming anyone here. okok forget it. what's done cannot be undone.

finally i am down to mugging. yeah! managed to do some of tjc maths. indeed it is much easier than the freaking acjc one. i am thinking whether i shld go back to sch tmr. but not sure if i cld wake up. and next week gonna be the graduation. and my class is still so .... i dunno wat to say lah. when we asked who wanna go out next mon after the ceremony, everyone just said see first lah. only a few said yes. it gonna be one of the last few times the class can hang out together and yet none is keen? can expect next mon not many will go out. this is so sad man...

and talking abt mugging. yz is really turning into a mugger liao lah. he mugs day and night. i gonna do something abt it, if not i think my a'levels will suffer. right now i am having this mentality tat if i can do well enough to get into uni, then it's gd liao. i am in fact quite sick of studying. talking abt examination, i am actually amused tat a parent, in fact a few, wrote to the ST forum to complain tat the PSLE sci paper is damm hard. and there is this example. a rod made of metal and wood is suspended in the centre. the rod is heated and i ask what will happen to the rod. she states that her child only learns tat metal expands when heated n wood is an insulator of heat. and yet her child cannot answer the qns. came home crying somemore. The point is are s'poeans students expecting everything to come out of the textbook? i admit i expect things to come out of textbook too. it is really sad to see the education system going this way. and abt the education revamp, i also dunno what will happen. i also dun care cause it ain't gonna affect me anyway.

and oh jerry is finally out of sgidol! finally s'pore isn't tat tone deaf or shld i say a certain grp of ppl is not tat tone deaf. think the disco night sucks. it was a pain to hear them sing and i think olinda save the day. but the way she dress is so er xin loh. and maia dressing copy a-mei one.

got nothing else to day liao. nothing else to rant abt. tat's it.

4am

i am up at this unearthly hrs again. now it's getting worse. 4am. went to sleep at 9 plus and then miracly woke up at 2am then cannot sleep liao. then start to do my econs case study. much eashier than the previous 2. luckily lesson only start at 11.40 and i can jolly well sleep all the way until 10. shld i go tmr? only having 2 lessons. last day of official lessons. think i better go. last day sitting in my seat at the front of the class. i love tat position. the teacher seldom look at my direction and i can just day dream thru the whole lesson, look straight then i can see what's going on outside the class. got once saw a couple dunno doing what outside LT 5, then i saw sharon phua running in a funny way before, with her thick bush of hair bouncing up and down and of course lots of chiobu walking past the class. no wonder i haven been paying much attention in class. the outside class world is more fun.

i just checked the price of the hk trip, now tat tee can go. still dunno about ky. it became bloody ex loh and the cheapest i can find is $610, incld all taxes for a 5D4N trip. dunno whether it is considered ex, considering tat we just missed a promotion tat is $80 less. really hope tat we wld be able to go. considering all the expenditure, it cld possibly shoot up to $1000?? or maybe not tat much. cannot go eat at restaurant loh. must eat at those 'da pai dang' as shown in hk show, they just sit at the alley on stools. haha, think not tat poor yet. well, tmr see how lah..

really tempted to buy F.I.R original CD. cause the burn copy i have now i also quite cock liao. heard got some place sell original cd at a cheaper price. gotta go check it out if i have the time. still deciding shld i watch 2046? never watched a wang jia wei movie before. what made me want to watch this movie is the mystic and unknown behind this movie. the setting looks futuristic and gloomy. really interested to find out more.

think i go do my compre now. talking abt compre, we had our last unearthly gd double period (what rattna says) today. surprisingly majority of the class turned up. great. it was only until term 3 tat i started to appreciate gp lessons and now it has come to an end. i can say miss rattna is a gd teacher. she wld try to liven up the class when she sees we are all so sian and she never lose her temper. and her bickerings with alroy never fail to crack the class up. and i think this yr i talked more during gp, more cock in fact. last yr i was the only one frm s07, then wld always sit there and stone stone stone. miss chan ask me qns i also blur blur. this yr is so much more diff.

getting all nostaligic abt last day of sch. didn't i mention before tat i dun miss sch? well, perhaps i did miss sch. perhaps i will miss the class, miss the muggers, miss my frens....

It's 3.30 am now and i am still blogging? haha. not going to sch tmr. just finished my acjc maths paper and it was freaking difficult. great difference bwt it and the a level 2003. my econs drq is only done halfway thru. freaking 3 pages of words to read before doing the qns. dun even know wat the passage is taking abt. never finish up my work + me not sleeping at this hr means no sch for me. haha. last 3 days of sch and i not gonna 'treasure' it? hu cares abt sch. looking at yz blog just now and he mention of how he gonna miss his class or something like tat. as for s07, sure i am not gonna miss it. it is indeed sad tat the class is not bonded at all. but hu cares, ppl just come here to get their A and then leave this place. In fact the class and ppl i really missed wld be frm my pri sch. some of us still keep in contact. those were the days... chaorui suggest tat all of us meet up at the end of this yr, before some of us guys go into NS.

i am freaking bored now. can't sleep and dun feel like studying anymore. wat to do??

finally it is the restructured timetable. makes no diff frm a normal day. just tat we only had lessons for 3 days instead of 5. today was still until 5 and the last 2 period being GP. Was so bored during the gp lec that i was just dreaming and doodling on the table. until mrs marianne tan came and she was talking abt punishment and that was the only section i was listening. oh, i got 31 for my compo and i was both happy and shocked! the first time i ever went past a 30. overall was 54. have not seen a 5 digt for a long long time. missed out by a B grade by 1 mark. i wld have a b grade if i didn't tell rattna that my compre mark was added wrongly. but if i were to end up getting a B thru so called cheating, i wouldn't feel happy also.

have been doing maths, lots of maths during these 2 days. just too tired to do anything else other than completing work that need to be done. realise that last yr a level paper is actually rather easy and it will be damm hard to get an A for sure. I think i gonna have a major illness soon. have not been feeling well these few days and have been coughing non stop again. seems like no drugs can cure my coughing. then my back is also aching frequently. argh! it feels just so terrible.

i feel like i am having this 'bus curse' this week. well, having shit luck with bus. on mon, i missed a 67 as i was walking to the bustop frm nj. then i had to wait for almost half hr for the damm bus. the bus stop was then filled up with tchs and nygh ppl. even the bus was bloody packed. i did not take 67. i got so fed up waiting that i took 171 the moment it came. and did i mentioned there were practically no tibs buses during tat period. hopped onto the lrt and went home and at south view station, saw this person trying to exit from the wrong gantry. haha, is it his first time on a lrt, or mrt? then today, i missed 67 again, just like yesterday and again had to wait for like 20 min? and not to mention this morning. again i missed the bus at the interchange and had to wait for 15 min for the next one, and then i have to walk at top speed into sch frm the main gate. did not miss much of phy lec. actually i had the intention to pon, then i met vaish and she was going for lec, so i walked at top speed with her. i have not have rushed in. i tot the lec was rather crap and i wasn't listening much. ok. fuck the buses. i gonna have my own car next time!

miss champagne said this today which cracked me up and i tot it was rather true.
" In the past, if women did not want to be housewives, they would become either prostitutes or nuns"

也许明天 张惠妹
海一望无际 看不见终点在哪里 深邃又吸引 我的心
我脚在浪里 飘飘荡荡爱有时忽高有时低
推着我向前 每一天

* 曾经我放纵享受 到最后无处解脱
越心痛就越快乐 越想快乐越寂寞 Oh Yeah

也许明天 没有谁 陪我走过 潮起潮落
也许明天 还有你 陪我开始 直到最后
海一望无际 我在浪里 *

海一望无际 看不见终点在哪里 深邃又吸引 我的心
我脚在浪里 飘飘荡荡爱有时忽高有时低
推着我向前 每一天

C C and more Ccccccc

got back all almost all my prelims results today. quite satisfied with econs and phy, but was totally disappointed by maths. as the title shows, got C all the way. the C from econs was actually moderated from a D grade. Well, at least it gave me confidence and the boost of energy to continue to work hard. glad that i did not rank first frm the bottom of the class this time round for the subjects. but for maths, damm sian diao, screwed my pure maths totally! got only 50/100 for paper 1 and i tot i cld do much better. damm! phy paper 2 n design was sucky. for econs, case study n DRQ sort of helped me. quite shock that i got quite high for DRQ. 13/20 and 13 seems to be my lucky number. got quite a few 13 for phy. then my gp content mark is also 13, but got add one more mark. Initially i got 25/50 for paper 2, then when i got home, i look at the script, i realise that my mark shld be 23 only! content: 14 language 9 adds up to 23!! bloody hell! made me happy for nothing. paper 1 leh, also dunno how. hope dun fail GP. wld be good if i cld have C5 or C6 and get CCCC all the way. btw, my cca grade is also C.

been having these techonology screw up these few days. first was my comp, after i reformatted the comp 2 times, now the comp cannot detect the sound card. i also dunno what the fucking problem is with the comp. just yesterday, when i got home, my keyboard cannot work all of a sudden. it just broke down overnight. WTF. then i got a new one, much smaller and sleak than the previous one. now even m IE have some problem. gonna reformat again this weekend. bloody hell. then my mp3 player also screwed up. now the compartent cannot open up fully. have to pull open to remove the disc. damm! everything is breaking down and soon it would be me i guess

mid autumn

wow. i am having a very fast speed comp now. just reformatted my comp. in fact i did it twice. the first time i did it, then after using it for a while, the whole system just went cock and i cannot even get into windows. that was after i had reinstalled all my application so i was freaking pissed. wasted almost my whole afternoon. I have not installed some of my programs yet and i think i gonna do them tmr.

went for the dress to impress course in sch yesterday. never thought abt wearing casuals but when i went, almost my whole class was wearing casuals. only the majority of s09 was wearing sch u. haha, i was out with yz on sun and we were talking abt whether to wear sch u. then his class sort of decided to wear sch u and then i ask victor, then he say wear sch u. i feel quite out of place then. but who cares? went to watch new police story with the class. sad that only 4 guys were present. this class is like that. so split up. everyone just mugs. initially we tot the girls were coming, but then they pang seh us at the last min. my first time in lido 1 and man it was so big. look so 'swa gu'. got a seat just behind the entrance and damm it got lots of leg space. the seats are also damm comfortable. too bad we won't get to go into lido 1 often. it is often in the small cinema. the movie was kind of refreshing. perhaps he has not produced chinese movie for quite some time. most of his movie were set in the olden hongkong but this time round, it was the present and modern hong kong. the plot was so so, kind of expected. as usual, still so funny, esp the part where everyone was trying to get jackie n nichlos out of jail. was laughing like mad!

today was mid autumm festival. well, it seems like any other normal day to me. perhaps it is true that when u grow old, all these festivals will seem to lose its flavour. still remember when i was young i liked to play with the lantern and light up candles all over the place. then i used to eat lots of mooncake. for this yr, my mum only bought 2 mooncake. durian flavour one. we went searching quite a few places before i found the 'ice skin' durian mooncake. i dun feel like eating other flavours.

the sky was very clear tonight. i saw the moon. it was so round, so bright.

ubin + airport + seoul

went to ubin yesterday with tee, kunying, peishan n lee ching. haven't been there for quite a while. haha, we were talking abt our horrible experiences last time during our np days on the ferry to ubin. thinking last time how we dread going onto the ferry to ubin. went to the same bicycle shop which we got our bikes from for the biathelon. we then cycled around ubin and even encountered a dog following us. eventually, after trying to turn around to trick the dog, the dog went off after another grp of cyclist. we took a route that i never went before, the road that leads to the chalet and then a quarry. also my first time cycle on those dirt path. it's so so fun. we met another grp of frens while cycling and surprising we can talk a lot. and it is talking a lot of crap. think i haven't talk a lot of cock since dunno when. eventually we cycled with them. had so much fun and laughter. esp the guy with that formula 1 bike which goes screechingggggg when he brakes. eventually we took quite a few pics. never take those wu liao pics lah. shld have taken more loh since i brought my lan pong digi cam along. but now my comp is so cock loh and then i can't load those pics into my comp. gotta back up all my files, esp my dear mp3s and then reformat the comp.

then we except lee ching went to the airport since we were near there. lots of changes to the airport. they got a new roof for terminal 2 and the bulk of termial 2 is under construction. so the viewing gallery is like only a small area and outside the glass wall there are those poles built for construction, so the view there is pathetic. what u see are a lot of ppl mugging there. some dunno mugging or do what, some are having sort of a picnic at a corner, some are hugging and kissing there. wonder what tourists think if they see these people mugging there. esp this area can be seen from the transit lounge. we then went over to terminal 1 and there was hell lot of ppl there. we then stayed there and watched a JAL 767, from the passengers boarding to the aircraft being pushed back and then moving on to the runway. interesting and that was the first time i saw the whole process and indeed there was lots of work going on behind the scene. everytime we board an aircraft, we just walked in and sit in our seat until the flight reach our destination, but if we could think of all the people who are involved, other than the pilot and cabin crew, it is indeed amazing. we talked a lot of there, and the bulk of it was politics. and it seems like they were interested in going to hong kong. it's just whether their parents allow. if possible it wld be good!

went out again today despite thinking of staying at home to nurse my leg and butt. then went to ps to wach doudge ball with yaozong. the show is damm funny!! esp the guy 'white'. i shall try to remember the 5 D's of doudgeball, doudge, duck, dive, (dunno what else) and doudge. haha, the power of the underdogs! it was quite uncomfortable as were were sitting in the front row. have to slouch down on the chair and watch the movie. it was not really uncomforable for the back but it was damm uncomfortable for the eyes. could only foucs on the center of the screen. after the movie, we went to taka seoul garden for dinner. treated yz to dinner for his bdae gift. on the way there, we saw 2 sg idols. first it was shirin, then after walking for a short distance, we saw olinda. was so full from the dinner that i still feel damm bloated now.

tmr is the what dress to impress workshop. quite sian. dunno shld pon or not. if pon then if need mc or whatever shit, also troublesome. go also sian. dun think i wld be able to wake up tat early tmr. aiya, pay $10 liao. think shld go. think i will not be able to come online for quite a while as my stupid comp need to be reformat and then need time to set up the internet connection. gonna miss the internet. wonder how am i going to survive without internet.

after hearing sylvester sing this song on sg idol, i downloaded it and damm it was a very very nice song and i love it!

Firehouse - When I Look Into Your Eyes Lyrics

I see the river when I look in your eyes
and all I ever wanted I always want you to be mine,
let's make a promise 'till the end of time,
we'll always be together and our love will never die,
so here we are face to face and heart to heart
and I want you to know we will never be apart,
now I believe that wishes can come true
'cause I see my whole world I see only you

when I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you and it makes me realize
when I look into your eyes
I see all the dreams come true when I look into your eyes

I've looked for you all of my life,
now that I found you we will never say good-bye
can't stop this feeling and there's nothing I can do
'cause I see everything when I look at you

when I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you and it makes me realize
when I look into your eyes
I see all the dreams come true when I look into your eyes

when I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you and it makes me realize
when I look into your eyes
we will always be together and our love will never die
when I look into your eyes
I see all the dreams come true when I look into your eyes
when I look into your eyes

fcuk!

this post seems to come 2 days late. yes, prelims are over. just when i tot everything was going well, the last day of paper was absolute horror. could not finish phy paper 2 and econs 1,2 are just a total disater. hope i wun fail the 2 subjects. as for maths, shld be ok, provided that i did not make any stupid careless mistake,

have been very very very pissed these 2 days. on tue after sch, my mum ask me wanna go to hong kong after she knew that next tue got no sch, which means i could have a holiday all the way until next wed, since wed gonna be a l lesson day. so i agreed, since i had wanted to visit hkg badly. then i flipped thru the newspapers and called up several agency to ask abt the free n easy package. most of them were booked, since it was so last min. after calling like near to 8 diff agencies, with some of them acting dao and not wanting to pick up the phone, finally managed to find one with vacany. it would be a morning flight in and a evening flight back. perfect. so i sort of reserved the place. then next morn, she woke up and told me she wld want to go at the end of yr, after my a levels. i was like WTF. after A's there not gonna be much time left before i get enlisted (i most prob gonna be enlised in dec). plus there wld be chalets and all the stuff which i would not want to miss. i would really want to go at this time, since it is cheaper and i got nothing to do after prelims. no way am i going to touch my notes during this period. then i dun bother to argue. forget it! FUCK! think my face has been damm black for 2 days. so now i am at home bumming on the sofa watching some crap vcd. regret borrowing it. waste my $$. thinking abt my $$, i gonna finish the series

saw in today's news what some of mediacorp channel 5,8 and mediaworks channel u and i gonna merge into one new company. back to square one again. one tv company in singapore. at least we still get channel u. i tot channel u gonna be gone. a lot of channel u programme are much better than ch 8. as for channel i, i dun give a damm if it close down cause i hardly watch any programme from tat channel. can expect in future, if channel 8 gonna come up with some charity or big event show, channel u will not be able to do anything to fight for viewership. whatever, just dun compromise the quality of the show.

have been slacking big time since the papers on wed. went to give my cousin tuition yesterday. for free of course. realise i forgot damm lots of shit of amaths. gonna really read up before going to coach her next week. she shall be my guinea pig for me to practice my tuition. maybe next yr if i kena some slack vocation, then can give some tuition on weekends. and also for uni. gonna need to work to earn $$ to survive. now i know why some ppl want to be teacher. cause u will get a great sense of satisfaction when u see that ur student finally understands and know how to do the questions.

then rushed home to watch singapore idol. some of the wildcards were good! so surprised tat sylvester was the audience choice. yes, i agree he is special in his own way. and maia rocked the hse with crazy in love. but the way she go 'urh urh urh urh urh urh no no no' sounds kinda strange. and another thing is tat her big boobs are bouncing all abt. beyonce shook her butt but maia shook her urm u know...

and survivor vanuatu was actually premiered today. tot it was next week. the opening was like wow. first time they had this type of ritual at the beginning. the guys fucked up at the balance beam again. isit true guys have more difficulty crossing the balance beam? i mean crossing while standing. i can't imagine how a guy gonna crawl across, esp with the beam at the groin.

downloaded F.I.R new ablum. 我要飞 寻梦之途. although it only got 5 songs, the new song 我要飞 was so damm fu*king good!!! It got lotsa energy!! think i gonna mug listening to this song. esp while doing maths. cause it gives u the vibe and energy and the momentum to go on and on ! the other 4 songs are the demos for Lydia, 我们的爱, 你的微笑 and 塔罗牌


我要飞 (黑松沙士2004年度广告歌)
曲：F.I.R. 词：F.I.R. 编：

# 我要飞　飞越伤悲　一种接近光的感觉
自由是梦想　无边无际的能源
我敢飞　有梦就追　一种骄傲尊严的美
巨大的考验　现在就要跨越 #

@ 飞　飞　飞　飞　飞　飞我想飞
追　追　追　追　追　决不后退
飞　飞　飞　飞　飞　飞我想飞 YA~(我想飞) @

* 我要用力飞　不管有多远
超越了极限　挑战的冒险
我要勇敢追　奔向到终点
痛过的泪水　换来是甜美 ＊
Repeat　*

我要飞 Repeat # @ * *

我要飞 Repeat @

3 down, 3 to go

yeah! 3 down. 3 more to go! finally got a break from the papers. THink this time round the papers are slightly easier. at least i can manage for maths. can only blame myself for not studying integration well enough. studied only a few chapters of econs and spot-on! those questions came out and i just happily did those questions. Praying that the essay will turn out well. then physics also the same thing, those tat i studied for came out. think shld be able to pass this time round. at least these papers gave me confidence. gonna work hard for the other papers. got a 4 days break. need to rest.

actually fell asleep watching charmed just now. just too tired. having irregular sleeping patterns recently. would sleep for 1 hr, then wake up, then go to sleep again. strangely, for every sleep, i would dream abt something and i wld clearly remember those dreams when i woke up. woke up at 2am yesterday morning and i tot i wld be totally screwed during the afternoon phy paper. luckily the air con kept me wide awake. it was so freaking cold!

damm, it's in the middle of the nite and i am actually wide awake. intend to sleep after watching amazing race but i became damm awake after tat. and after today's episode, i realise both colin n christie are horrible. christie actually told the driver 'run them down' while she was rushing to the pitstop and people were waiting to cross the road. they didn't get eliminated though. n i think the yield thing is stupid! there gonna be lots of reality tv show coming up. TAR 6 is coming soon survivor vanuatu is starting next week. i wonder when then i will become sick of these reality show.

nothing to do so. listening to F.I.R. i absoultely love this grp now. the lead singer, faye's voice is enchanting i think, esp in the song Lydia, the starting part.

garfield

prelims is in 3 days time and i have not really finished the bulk. i guess it wld be study a lot without depth or study a little in depth. which route shld i choose? but when studying, i realise i could remember most of the things but when it comes to exam, everything just seemed to drop out of my head.

went to watch garfield midnite show at lot 1 yesterday. It was so funny! He is just a Big Fat Obnoxious Cat! but i love him!! it was absolute enjoyment watching the movie, seeing how the movie protray garfield frm the comics. usually the comic strip is only a few scene but thru the movie, i can catch more of garfield. Really enjoyed the part when he and olde are dancing. I would love to have a dog like olde. what i didn't like was tat garfield doesn't look very real. can see frm the scene where the policeman was carrying him out of the cage. his hands were not really holding on to garfield. but no choice la. where to find a cat tat looks like him. also, the olde doesn't look like the olde in the comic. but the dog is still cute!

more pics of garfield






ok enough of garfield.

heard the yes 933 hits awards live yesterday on tv. only got to watch it on tv today. dunno why mediacorp didn't do a live show. Tanya won quite best composer n best lyrics i think. I think she is really talented. love her music. don't know why my mum hate her so much, say she got tat 'smelly face', like faye wong. Dunno how true this is, but when sun ho yeow shan won i think most selling recording award, there was booing and jeering frm the audience according to wat i heard on radio. god. she was really hated by ppl?? ppl think her church ppl buy her albums in bulk, so tat's y her album sell so well. somehow ppl say jerry got into sg idol top 11 also because of chruch ppl voting. dunno how true this is. better not blabber on. also, the version shown by channel 8 sucks. cut away so many parts. those shi da jin qu performance were cut away. had 2 tv in front of me, watcing the quan ming ou xiang xin deng chang. didn't think the winner was tat good. maybe he just got lots of supporters. and then william hung was sitting there zoh boh.

downloaded fish leong new album today. yan wei die. it was good. i love her music, esp the first song ' ning xia', sounds really peaceful. have been playing almost non-stop on my comp.


Just had a bad quarrel with my parents. partly my fault too, prelims coming and i am still not studying most of the time. but what she expects frm i dunno if it more for her good or for my good. yes, i know she want face, esp in fronts of her frens and relatives. she can go round telling ppl 'my son in nj', but in the first place i didn't really want to be there in the first place. last time yes i want to go to top jc, but after going thru jc, i realise it sucks and my fortue ain't really studying jc topics. maybe if i had choose aeronautical engineering back then, i may lead a happier life. in fact back then i was really seriously considering tat route, but in the end i guess i still took the jc path. now it's too late to regret, i am in nj means i am in nj, will have to make do with it. now pondering what to do in uni. shld i go for business management in smu, or take civil engineering, or some buidling related course cause my interests lie in there. but i am afraild i won't be able to cope and would go mad doing maths and phy all day long. i doubt i am good enough to survive in smu. really dunno what to do. think have to wait until next yr before i really made a decision.

ok .life sucks. back to mugging, or maybe not

AirAsia tames even the wildest tiger with low fares

my biological clock is really screwed. i sleep in the day and mug in the nite. i gonna change this cycle soon if not i will sleep during my papers next week. the papers start at 8am and i am usually in deep sleep then. then at 3am i think i am at the optimal. so much to study. i think i am studying too slowly. gonna pick up speed. oh i am so screwed!!!

been watching really too much tv. think i wld not be able to survive without it. watched singapore idol just now. and beverely nana n leandra is so so so damm good. but WTF! only leandra. jerry and taufik got in. ok taufik wasn't tat bad but jerry singing sucks big time. think the wild card show gonna be a good one. luckily there is no papers next fri. think no papers clash with my fav tv show. charmed n amazing race on wed nite, then no paper on thu. think maybe a slight clash on friends. the final episode. i MUST watch it. back to sgidol. got nana n beverely on wildcard. and shirin also. think beverly is the diva tonite. argh! maybe i shld have voted but i too ngiao alreadly maybe. 50 cents per vote. shld make it toll free. and another show that got me kicking wld be amazing race. new zealand is so so so fun!!! really want to play in the ball rolling down the slope thingy. funny that phil call it a cheap thrill. hope the mums or chip n kim wld win cause the other teams sucks. expected the twins to get kicked out. dumb blondes. and u shld have seen the way they asked for money in dubai. flirting all the way esp when they are not cute at all. they keep saying 'we are young, we are cute" blah blah blah. yucks!

watched white chicks on my comp today to 'reward' myself for mugging. haha. been wanting to watch the show since i saw the trailers a few months back. and this show is da BOMB! i was laughing so so so madly than my mother think i was going crazy. she also watched a bit and was also laughing all along with me. i realised that these type of dumb blonde cheap flick would really entertain me. really wonder how come ppl in the show wld not realise the 2 of them are fake white women.


saw this ad on straits times today.
" AirAsia tames even the wildest tiger with low fares " then they show two stewardess with a tiger. haha. a so obvious gimmick and mocking at tiger air. Bravo to the designer of the ad. but a 49 cents ticket to bangkok is really fucking cheap. price war between the budget airlines. can put econs to use. see how much i can remember. the mkt structure for budget airlines wld be an oligopoly. features include a few firms in the industry: valuair, tiger air, air asia. and pricing strategies match those of other firms. so the price war case loh. tiger air come out with super cheap tickets, air asia follow suit. and firms engage in non-price competition. not really so in this case but for advertising, it seems they are carrying that out. ok. shld stop crapping. save tat for wed econs paper. oh btw, my econs mock exam was a total flop! major mistake was no examples. must remember to do so for exams. back to budget travel. my parents suggest going to hat yai and phuket after my As since tiger is flying there at low prices. but i am considering whether to go with them leh. it can get really frustrating at times with them and i am not free to wander around. hope i cld find somebody else to go with me.

think this cld be longest entry so far. dunno why i got so much crap. maybe i have been shutting myself at home and was unable to talk cock with other ppl, thus i am toking cock here. crappy me.

think abt this

Think about this. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

4. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

5. You mean the world to someone.

6. If not for you, someone may not be living.

7. You are special and unique.

8. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, youprobably won't get it, but if you trust God to do what's best, and wait on , sooner or later, you will get it or something better.

9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good can still come from it.

10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: youmost likely turned your back on the world.

11. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.

12. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

13. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know and you'll both be happy.

14. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.


Happened to see this frm someone's blog. thinking abt these, yah quite true.

samsung x430

went with my mum to apply for her line and get this new phone with my plan. she got the new samsung X430 and this phone is damm funny man. from the phone are all so funny or shld i say crap. what totally cracked me up was one with 'meowing' ringtone. then there was this ringtone which started with normal ringing sound. then after a few rings, even got someone say 'hello' and some stupid song started playing. was playing with these tones on the taxi yesterday and even the taxi driver was laughing.

studying sucks. can only manage to revise for a while before i feel like sleeping or eating. Have to go for econs lesson tmr. think maybe i stay in sch to mug after tat, provided that i am not sleepy as i have been sleeping at 3am everyday since the start of the holiday.

watching tv everyday nowadays. i am so hooked onto 'yi tian tu long ji'. never like to watch such martial arts stories before but seems like this time round yi tian ru long ji seems to make a difference for me. and friends is coming to an end. i only started watching friends i think season 7 or 8, the one where chandler and monica screw in the hospital (yes i remember tat). tat was also when emma was born. so sad to day tat it would be the last episode next week. qutie amazing that it has been running for 10 yrs. what i like about FRIENDS was the humour in it. the jokes are not just lame, but it can really crack one up. another thing shld be the chemistry between the actors. i love joey's stupid himbo character. maybe channel 5 will do a re run of all the episodes, like last time they did with season 1.

found this thing on talkingcock.com damm funny. a sacarstic review to s'pore govt begging ppl to have babies. and i think the 5 days working week doesn't really see to help. now ppl have to work longer hrs on weekdays and then have off day for sat. same thing, ppl would be too tired anyway to spend time with family or to go dating or to make babies. and no sch on sat, hardly possible i guess.

CUM IN ME SINGAPORE
[Sung to the tune of Count On Me Singapore, alternate lyrics by Kok Kok Klan]

There is a new law for us to follow
Just believe, just believe
We must make love for Singapore
To make babies, to make babies

Boys and girls, let's do our part
Stand together, butt to butt
Our birth rate is getting low, and we must stop it
To make babies, to make babies

There is a need to know sex is good and ain't a sorrow
So let's drop our pants and do what Steve Chia died for
I ejaculated in your ass, it's a disaster Singapore shares
Stop oral and anal sex, oh horny you and me
Let’s make babies, let’s make babies

Cum in me Singapore, cum in me and on my ass no more
Boys and girls, don't poke your butts,
Fark together, test your luck
Our birth rate is getting low, and we must stop it
To make babies, to make babies

Chorus:
Cum in me Singapore, cum in me Singapore
Cum in me and on my ass no more(Repeated Chorus)

Cum in me Singapore Singapore (FADE OUT)

courtesy of talking.com