end of 2004

2004 is gonna end in a few mintues. looking back at this yr. hey, i realise it was just any normal yr for me.

starting off the yr as a JC 2 student. hoping to study hard, with much hopes on myself, but ended up with much disappointment. always tot i cld do well in studies, but in fact not. have i really tried hard enough? Have i worked hard? and also, it is the first time i gave up. dropped chem in may. i had thought over this over and over again, but i told myself i didn't want to add to my misery, so in the end i made the decision. and another memorable event wld be project triple S. before i went into this project, i told myself i wld commit myself totally into this project. looking back, i dun think i did. but i am glad i did my part and the whole thing went out in success. though i cld not be around during the second day of camp, but looking at the participants, i was really happy. as for my personal life, erm.. sad to say lah, have put on weight despite effort to lose weight. through this yr, i have also realise tat my family is of utmost importance to me. i never miss them tat much until i went into NS. then come national service. enlistend on 08 dec. was rather depressed when i first went in, but after spending a few weeks there, i realise it isn't tat bad. dunno why, i start to miss my days in NP only in NS. miss some ppl whom have been together for 4 yrs. memorable events? got to be the blackouts. the first time i am experiencing life totally without electricity. where everywhere is dark dark dark.

moving on to 2005. resolutions?? nah. dun think i wld keep to them once i made them. but one thing for sure. losing weight. with the help of NS, i am sure i can do it! i would not give up easily this time! frankly, i am really not in the mood to welcome the new yr. so what if it is 2005? it wld just be another day. plus so many unfortunate things have happpened just as the yr is coming to an end. while we are here counting down, there are so many ppl around us, so near to us that are suffering. i say a prayer for those who have perished.

another sad event of the yr wld be the closing down of channel U. i was watching the recap episode thing just now. i realise TV wld never be the same. i realise i really liked the programs produced by channel u. esp the variety show produced in the early days of U. it is really such a pity. the new channel U will never be the same.

Awaiting the arrival of 2005. I hope it wld be a good yr for us, where everything wld be successful. the world wld become a better place to be.

Goodbye 2004, Welcome 2005.