Sunday, June 27, 2004

sch starting

sch is starting tmr. super sian. my revision leh? not even halfway through i guess. Don't feel like studying, just go n flunk it. Sucks

Went out for breakfast with mum and dad this morning. he recommend some restaurant at jurong west for dim sum. and the dim sum there sucks big time. in fact everything sucks. we ordered a fried noodle and it taste like it had just been washed under tap water. then the prawns of the dim sum have a odour. I would never step into that bloody restaurant. Waste $$.

Dunno why, everytime i listen to this song, on comp or radio, i just feel so happy. Maybe it is the tempo that make me happy. At first find this song super act cute, but now, it's different

爱你
曲:Lee Young-Min | 词:潘瑛/谈晓珍/陈思宇 | 编:Lee Junghood

RAP:
yo yo yo yo Cyndi what~what's wrong with me (爱你)
yo yo Cyndi baby what's wrong with me
Cyndi give me your love you make me sneeze all the time
Now now怎么我一直狂打喷嚏 在凌晨三点二十六分
let me sing let me sing a song陪妳入睡
what is love嗯哼我正在听 你要什么都say yes
Cyndi I really do love you so
如果你突然打了个喷嚏 那一定就是我在想你
如果半夜被手机吵醒 啊那是因为我关心

常常想 你说的话是不是别有用心 明明很想相信
却又忍不住怀疑 在你的心里 我是否就是唯一
爱 就是有我常烦着你

* So~baby 情话多说一点 想我就多看一眼
表现多一点点 让我能 真的看见 Oh~Bye 少说一点
想陪你不只一天 多一点 让我 心甘情愿~~爱你 *

(多一点 才会慢慢发现 因为你 让我心甘情愿)
喜欢在你的臂弯里胡闹 你的世界是一座城堡
在大头贴画满心号 贴在手机上对你微笑 常常想
我说的话你是否听得进去 明明很想生气 却又止不住笑意
(Oh~)在我的心里 你真的就是唯一 爱 就是有我常赖着你

# 就这样 一天多一点 慢慢地累积感觉
两人的世界 就能够贴近一点 *

going to try to study....

Friday, June 25, 2004

Happy Birthday to Me

Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Shan Jun
Happy Birthday to Me

Finally i survived 18 yrs on earth. 18 alreadly. shiok hoh. can buy beer legally, go watch M18 movie, go clubbing, buy 4D. but sad loh, going NS also. Still have maybe 1/2 yr of freedom. Receive greetings from kai ning and yaozong. thanks a lot! it's early morning and i tot most ppl would be asleep.

Study a little bit more than yesterday. Still not much. Watched The Apprentice on ch 5. It was GREAT!! Exciting show. seeing those girls bitching abt. Any reality tv must see added to my list. oh, the amazing race is coming back in july and i wonder if ch 5 is showing it. so far still no trailers. they better show it.

got to go mugging. what a way to spend my 18th b'dae. also going to buy 4D tmr. If i win, then it would be shiok. I wanna be the next Donald Trump!

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

study??

only a few days away to common test and i am still slacking big time. think i am dead also this time round. Other than maths, i dun feel like doing anything else.

went for medical checkup on mon. have to wait for a damm long time as there were a lot of ppl. then i was being sent around like a fool, with this idiot telling me to go to this station and then being sent to another station again and again. haha my teeth seems to have some prob. have to take a jaw x ray. the way u take it is so funny. u have to bite on to a thing and then got some device spinning around ur head. then have to wait for 1 hr before doing the MAPAS test. it was a torture doing the test. no calculator for maths. my manual counting alreadly forgotten. still got SAT style test. after everything, took 188 and slept all the way home on the long journey.

just 4 more days. really got to start studying. just downloaded lin jun jie's di er tian tang. the album is damm good. haha. recently using emule and Bit torrent to download songs. can easily find, but takes a long time to download. think after CT gonna play with it to see if i can make it faster.

have been turning into a tv addict. watching tv whole day. think hai you ming tian really good. some of the story really damm touching. make u want to cry. really, health is most impt. without it, you will lost everything.

Thursday, June 17, 2004

PA camp

Came back from the camp yesterday. was too tired yesterday and i just went to sleep after having some food. didn't even bother to catch myself on tv. at tat time i didn't even know whether they will put the clip on, but yaozong msg me n told me they did. haha i missed it. anyway, the main attraction was tee wei, not me, just sitting down there.

ok back to the camp. 'A LOT' of ppl attend loh. 12 j1 and 16 j2. how sad. had to be grp ic. then i saw the list, tat lc in my grp. sian diao! luckily he was transferred to another grp. me n jingjing were like phew! btw, jing jing went to get her teeth done, wearing braces so she can't speak properly. i feel so bad always making fun bout tat. First it was food fun aka shi zhi lu kou, my grp came in last lah. all because of tat stupid ikea. spend a lot of time looking for 1 particular item. what a fun game they came up with loh. we were running abt ikea like mad ppl. looking desperately for things. my grp damm quiet one. only xiaozhi talking n leading the grp. the 3 guys all very quiet. guess they are all shy lah whereas xiaozhi know me quite well. during their training session , we just slack around loh. jiankai brought ps 2 and we were all crowding in the control playing. i didn't play much lah. i know i suck at those games so dun wanna xia suay. then it was the night walk lah. i think we j2 damm bian tai leh. last yr we were not tat dirty loh. but this yr we made the j1 so damm dirty and make them do funny pose n take photos. the last time was still the same, dumping them in the field and ask them to get together themselves. after all these still have to discuss about the camp, and after tat we went to bathe. went to the lib to bathe and the water there was pathetic. slept at 4 plus tat nite or rather morning and had to wake up at 6

2nd day woke up, ate breakfast then i went home to get some clothes. cause they say we wld get drity during the games and i dun have enouogh shirt. so went home n took a refreshing shower. went back to sch and joined the game. very few ppl, so have to play together with j1. we cheat at the games anyway. then everything turned into a water fight. everyone start pouring water down each other. ludckily i didn't get tat wet as some ppl. went out with some ppl to turf city to buy food for bbq. on budget so cannot anyhow spend. went back to nj and then it was the bbq cunm movie. movie was last samurai, see b4 liao lah, so help to cook. the j1 bbq skills some of them cannot make it lah. practically didn't sleep tat night as we were discussing the exco. by the time it was done , it was alreadly 5 am. a lot of ppl alrealdy collapesed. went to the njc crest there to sleep at 6 plus as the corridor outisde control was damm warm and stuffy. slept on a chair like the one beside the pond. it was damm cooling and shiok. heard the birds chirpping and i was like dead asleep and even if the bird shit into my mouth, i wouldn't care less.

woke up and then slack around till lunch time. after eating, then it was the filming. had to go LT 1 and act. dunno why they came to nj in the middle of the holidays when no ppl would be in sch. after tat it was the performance. my grp ah, totally CMI lah. first the mic was not working and then they cannot act lah. forgot what they are supposed to say. then overall we came in last. after announcing the exco, it was the end of the camp n our duties. but i still have drama fest in july, so i am not totally free yet.

so fast 1 1/2 yrs pass liao. going to graduate in half yr time and go into ns. oh btw, ns has been reduced to 2 yrs for us. shld be good news! 6 months does make a difference. still remember last yr camp, was very sian diao when i didn't get into exco, but still i have many fond memories of PA, plus also sad stuff lah. then i realise i actually do not know some ppl very well despite being together for 1 and a half yrs. but it still came to an end.

i feel like sleeping liao. becoming a pig. haven't really start mugging yet!

Thursday, June 10, 2004

finally well

Finally i am up and well again. Was feeling like hell after coming back from the camp. had fever, flu and whatever shit there is. Practically slept through like 5 days. Finally able to walk and run about today.

talking about the camp, feeling rather sad n guilty that i only stayed for one day. I just got very sick on the night. thanks to those ppl to helped out. Interacting with those participants is actually not difficult at all. They are just like kids and we just played with them. I also tried out archery. It was hard, not as easy as i thought, but nevertheless it was still fun! The night hike at macritchie was fun too, although it looks like it was going to rain. me and bernard were stuck in the middle of nowhere and we just sat there n tok cock. at the end of the day, my legs almost gave way and my back ache like hell. to make things worse, i had to fall sick then. the night sleeping in sch was just hell.

the next few days were spent sleeping n rotting at home. Went to woodlands to study as the stupid renovation was taking place above my flat. Think i was fuming mad with the noise that i didn't even consider properly where to go. just grabbed my stuff and off i go. but didn't do much there also. feeling very tired. decided to leave after i was struggling to stay awake. went home and had a good sleep. so now wide awake. listening to ocean ou de yang album, which i bought today. his music is those type of very peaceful and clear one, very relaxing.

gotta go muggg

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

vesak day

I slept all day today. Woke up at about 1pm, then rot around for a few hrs, watching my downloaded extreme engineering. going back to sleep again at 5 plus. Although a holiday, i never went out. ah tee called me to ask me go out, but i was damm xianz, plus having to do up the triple s camp programme, so just stayed at home loh.

regarding the camp, glad that it is finally coming up good. still have a meeting tmr. the prob now is i dunno who to put in charge for what activity. I put myself in charge of floorball. dunno if i am able to teach them how to play or not. aiya, heck lah, wait till tat day then decide loh. if they understand then gd loh, if not then think of another way loh. got befrienders to help also.

have to go paint the class tmr. dunno why they still want to paint lah, for 3 months, and have to paint back by the end of the yr. guess i just go help out, since have to stay until 5 for the meeting. Painting reminds me of they days in semadang. After all the hard work of buidling and cementing, we can finally paint. oh man, so many good memories. still remember being stuck at the in the middle of nowhere paint shop with yujie, then going over to the shop next door for lunch. we look like some castaway back then. then got the yellow wall which we had to repaint white. after all the effort to make it look so nice, then have to repaint to white. at least the white does look much better. then the interior also. had a hard time painting the celling, with paint dripping onto ur face. hope tmr dun face the same problem. i really wonder how the kindergarden looks like now, esp after the flood. the outside sure kena, maybe paint drop off or got a layer of watermark on the wall. the inside leh, dunno how liao. the bridge also kana flooded, the kindergarden sure become underwater one. hope it is waterproof enough to withstand the water, but think most likely not lah. if really destroyed then heartache leh, spend so much time n effort in building such a nice kindergarden. see, there i go again, ranting about semadang again. everytime i come to that topic, i will just go on and on. Gotta read my journal again someday and relive those moments. but thinking abt painting tmr, sian ah. sure got some smart alec there act smart, thinking they are correct. but if i go off, maybe go queensway with yz, if they find out, what will they think? or maybe see first. see got ppl go or not, maybe if those few got go, but they most likely got go.

enough of my crap. just watched miss universe. miss australia won. dun find her chio, and i find tat her eyes look funny. and i find miss usa more chio than her. maybe it's her brain lah. smarter. never see the QnA session. dun even know got or not. miss spore leh, cannot make it lah.

gotta go sleep liao lah, got 3 hrs econs tutorial tmr. hope dun have to go essay or case study in class. just let him tok can liao lah. plus it is in LT 4 somemore. tat disgusting LT. so cramped the seats and ur butt hurts after some time. most prob i will switch off after 1 hr or maybe my brain will not even turn on. sian ah, thinking of how much i have to mug.

if got time them i try to play with blog, see how to post pic or whatever shit.

gd nite!