Again i am up at some unearthly hours. Slept early and end up waking up super early at 4am. It has been raining like crazy these few days. Feeling cold and miserable again. GP is in 4 days time and i think i am starting to freak out only this week. and it is like the A's are so close alreadly. Others have been panicking weeks back and i am still yaya papaya then. ppl like yz is alreadly panicking and so stressed out loh. at least i got into mugging mood these few days. 26 more days to go!!!

Went out to celebrate my grandmother birthday yesterday. went to the 'no signboard' restaurant at west coast to have dinner. Food wise was ok loh. i wasn't having a good appetite then and i just ate a little. too lazy to deshell the crab so i decided to give it a miss. my 2 younger cousins were busy taking photographs. talk abt rich ppl huh. one is like only 10 yrs old and he is holding a 1000 dollar plus cam on his hand and the other only 2 yrs younger was holding another digital cam, those professional type, clicking away like nobody business. tat's my uncle. everything also each son have one. rich ppl lifestyle, not like me, the poor guy who could not even afford a cheap digital cam. been so tempted to go get one cam during the promotion but mum says buy alreadly also no use. well, ok loh. this cld well be the last time i have gotten something frm her, since i am going to have my own pay next yr. slavery in fact. so much for just a mere few hundred dollars. ok, i shouldn't be complaining, there are ppl who earn less than tat. be content with what you have.

my back is huring again. been sitting down at my desk too much i think. either really studying or just plain stoning or staring at the comp screen. yest after dinner and sitting down for too long, i couldn't even walk properly. i can't imagine getting a desk job in future and sitting down in the office for hrs. hmm, tat's not the life i want, but i wld not want to be slaving our in the sun all day either.

the tv in my room is officially screwed. For the past few mths, i have to hammer the tv for the screen to appear properly, then yesterday, i hammer the tv, the screen is still blank and after my constant abuse, it finally broke down. oh heck! my dad says it is a sign for me to concentrate on my studies. went to giant yest to see if there is cheap tv, but it is temp out of stock.

downloaded yanzi new album yesterday. been using another program emule and it is good! i am too cheapo to go buy her album. i like her songs in the album. songs like wo de ai, ben, zhong, let's vino. shall wait for a while to see if i shld go and buy her album. i am contemplating buying as SHE wld be coming out with a new album in nov. if i buy and buy, then wld be broke liao loh. and sometimes i wonder if buying CD are a waste of money. yz also say tat i buy too much cd liao. average of one per month. thinking back, could be quite a lot. i alreadly downloaded a lot alreadly loh, if i were to buy those downloaded one, it wld burn a big hole in my pocket. what i feel is tat after a few yrs, if i were to take out these CD and listen to them, browse thru them, it cld bring back gd memories. somehow i cld link songs with part of my life. like when listening to yes933 fm 'jing dian ge qu jiu jian huan' , i could remember the days where i was exposed to music way back in pri 5/6. during tat period, i start to listen to music, buy my first ever CD. still remember it was a spice girls album. and since then my collection have grew. wonder how it wld be like when i am old in the future and listening to these tracks. i wld continue to buy, in moderate amts. hehe. and the song 'wo de ai' is so so so good. and the mtv is so damm well shot. yanzi in paris. what a romantic city..

was browsing thru the net and i found this news. apparently a FA with delta was reported to be sacked as she had put up pic of her in uniform on her blog. talk abt be careful with what u put online. ridiculous and funny though. maybe in fact she did violate company policies. here's her blog http://queenofsky.journalspace.com/. funny how she call herself 'queen of the sky' and there are a lot of pics of her. some ridiculously weird though. plus she is not tat chio also lah. in fact i burst out laughing at some of her quotes. resembles a typical bimbo FA. In fact i am wondering if i shld go be a FA for a few yrs. can travel around the world for free. i wld really want to see the world. but the thought of having to serve ppl irks me. well, serving ppl coffee and tea is not exactly me. but for the perks, i may comtemplate. and also it wld mean if i wld get into good shape a few yrs later. the first criteria wld be to 'look GOOD'. considering the me now, i am way far from tat. shall see abt it .....

what a long post. thinking whether to go back to sch, cause i have to iron my uniform....

我的爱 - 孙燕姿

绕着上路 走的累了 去留片刻 要如何取舍
前年捡的 美丽贝壳 心不透彻 不会懂多难得

以为只要简单的生活 就能平息了脉搏 却忘了在逃什么

我的爱 明明还在 转身了才明白
该把幸福 找回来 而不是各自缅怀
我会在 沿海地带 等着潮汐更改 送你回来
你走路姿态 微笑的神态 见你是曾错过的 真爱

以为只要简单的生活 就能平息了脉搏 却忘了在逃什么

我的爱 明明还在 转身了才明白
该把幸福 找回来 而不是各自缅怀
我会在 沿海地带 等着潮汐更改 送你回来
你走路姿态 微笑的神态 见你是曾错过的 真爱

莫非这是上天善意的安排 好让心更坚定 彼此更接近 真爱

我的爱 明明还在 转身了才明白
该把幸福 找回来 而不是各自缅怀
我会在沿海地带 等着潮汐更改 试着忍耐
不再怕伤害 不再怕期待 见你时那才是我真爱
你走路姿态 微笑的神态 亲你时那才是我真爱