Thursday, September 30, 2004

C C and more Ccccccc

got back all almost all my prelims results today. quite satisfied with econs and phy, but was totally disappointed by maths. as the title shows, got C all the way. the C from econs was actually moderated from a D grade. Well, at least it gave me confidence and the boost of energy to continue to work hard. glad that i did not rank first frm the bottom of the class this time round for the subjects. but for maths, damm sian diao, screwed my pure maths totally! got only 50/100 for paper 1 and i tot i cld do much better. damm! phy paper 2 n design was sucky. for econs, case study n DRQ sort of helped me. quite shock that i got quite high for DRQ. 13/20 and 13 seems to be my lucky number. got quite a few 13 for phy. then my gp content mark is also 13, but got add one more mark. Initially i got 25/50 for paper 2, then when i got home, i look at the script, i realise that my mark shld be 23 only! content: 14 language 9 adds up to 23!! bloody hell! made me happy for nothing. paper 1 leh, also dunno how. hope dun fail GP. wld be good if i cld have C5 or C6 and get CCCC all the way. btw, my cca grade is also C.

been having these techonology screw up these few days. first was my comp, after i reformatted the comp 2 times, now the comp cannot detect the sound card. i also dunno what the fucking problem is with the comp. just yesterday, when i got home, my keyboard cannot work all of a sudden. it just broke down overnight. WTF. then i got a new one, much smaller and sleak than the previous one. now even m IE have some problem. gonna reformat again this weekend. bloody hell. then my mp3 player also screwed up. now the compartent cannot open up fully. have to pull open to remove the disc. damm! everything is breaking down and soon it would be me i guess

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

mid autumn

wow. i am having a very fast speed comp now. just reformatted my comp. in fact i did it twice. the first time i did it, then after using it for a while, the whole system just went cock and i cannot even get into windows. that was after i had reinstalled all my application so i was freaking pissed. wasted almost my whole afternoon. I have not installed some of my programs yet and i think i gonna do them tmr.

went for the dress to impress course in sch yesterday. never thought abt wearing casuals but when i went, almost my whole class was wearing casuals. only the majority of s09 was wearing sch u. haha, i was out with yz on sun and we were talking abt whether to wear sch u. then his class sort of decided to wear sch u and then i ask victor, then he say wear sch u. i feel quite out of place then. but who cares? went to watch new police story with the class. sad that only 4 guys were present. this class is like that. so split up. everyone just mugs. initially we tot the girls were coming, but then they pang seh us at the last min. my first time in lido 1 and man it was so big. look so 'swa gu'. got a seat just behind the entrance and damm it got lots of leg space. the seats are also damm comfortable. too bad we won't get to go into lido 1 often. it is often in the small cinema. the movie was kind of refreshing. perhaps he has not produced chinese movie for quite some time. most of his movie were set in the olden hongkong but this time round, it was the present and modern hong kong. the plot was so so, kind of expected. as usual, still so funny, esp the part where everyone was trying to get jackie n nichlos out of jail. was laughing like mad!

today was mid autumm festival. well, it seems like any other normal day to me. perhaps it is true that when u grow old, all these festivals will seem to lose its flavour. still remember when i was young i liked to play with the lantern and light up candles all over the place. then i used to eat lots of mooncake. for this yr, my mum only bought 2 mooncake. durian flavour one. we went searching quite a few places before i found the 'ice skin' durian mooncake. i dun feel like eating other flavours.

the sky was very clear tonight. i saw the moon. it was so round, so bright.

Sunday, September 26, 2004

ubin + airport + seoul

went to ubin yesterday with tee, kunying, peishan n lee ching. haven't been there for quite a while. haha, we were talking abt our horrible experiences last time during our np days on the ferry to ubin. thinking last time how we dread going onto the ferry to ubin. went to the same bicycle shop which we got our bikes from for the biathelon. we then cycled around ubin and even encountered a dog following us. eventually, after trying to turn around to trick the dog, the dog went off after another grp of cyclist. we took a route that i never went before, the road that leads to the chalet and then a quarry. also my first time cycle on those dirt path. it's so so fun. we met another grp of frens while cycling and surprising we can talk a lot. and it is talking a lot of crap. think i haven't talk a lot of cock since dunno when. eventually we cycled with them. had so much fun and laughter. esp the guy with that formula 1 bike which goes screechingggggg when he brakes. eventually we took quite a few pics. never take those wu liao pics lah. shld have taken more loh since i brought my lan pong digi cam along. but now my comp is so cock loh and then i can't load those pics into my comp. gotta back up all my files, esp my dear mp3s and then reformat the comp.

then we except lee ching went to the airport since we were near there. lots of changes to the airport. they got a new roof for terminal 2 and the bulk of termial 2 is under construction. so the viewing gallery is like only a small area and outside the glass wall there are those poles built for construction, so the view there is pathetic. what u see are a lot of ppl mugging there. some dunno mugging or do what, some are having sort of a picnic at a corner, some are hugging and kissing there. wonder what tourists think if they see these people mugging there. esp this area can be seen from the transit lounge. we then went over to terminal 1 and there was hell lot of ppl there. we then stayed there and watched a JAL 767, from the passengers boarding to the aircraft being pushed back and then moving on to the runway. interesting and that was the first time i saw the whole process and indeed there was lots of work going on behind the scene. everytime we board an aircraft, we just walked in and sit in our seat until the flight reach our destination, but if we could think of all the people who are involved, other than the pilot and cabin crew, it is indeed amazing. we talked a lot of there, and the bulk of it was politics. and it seems like they were interested in going to hong kong. it's just whether their parents allow. if possible it wld be good!

went out again today despite thinking of staying at home to nurse my leg and butt. then went to ps to wach doudge ball with yaozong. the show is damm funny!! esp the guy 'white'. i shall try to remember the 5 D's of doudgeball, doudge, duck, dive, (dunno what else) and doudge. haha, the power of the underdogs! it was quite uncomfortable as were were sitting in the front row. have to slouch down on the chair and watch the movie. it was not really uncomforable for the back but it was damm uncomfortable for the eyes. could only foucs on the center of the screen. after the movie, we went to taka seoul garden for dinner. treated yz to dinner for his bdae gift. on the way there, we saw 2 sg idols. first it was shirin, then after walking for a short distance, we saw olinda. was so full from the dinner that i still feel damm bloated now.

tmr is the what dress to impress workshop. quite sian. dunno shld pon or not. if pon then if need mc or whatever shit, also troublesome. go also sian. dun think i wld be able to wake up tat early tmr. aiya, pay $10 liao. think shld go. think i will not be able to come online for quite a while as my stupid comp need to be reformat and then need time to set up the internet connection. gonna miss the internet. wonder how am i going to survive without internet.

after hearing sylvester sing this song on sg idol, i downloaded it and damm it was a very very nice song and i love it!

Firehouse - When I Look Into Your Eyes Lyrics

I see the river when I look in your eyes
and all I ever wanted I always want you to be mine,
let's make a promise 'till the end of time,

we'll always be together and our love will never die,
so here we are face to face and heart to heart

and I want you to know we will never be apart,
now I believe that wishes can come true
'cause I see my whole world I see only you


when I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you and it makes me realize
when I look into your eyes

I see all the dreams come true when I look into your eyes

I've looked for you all of my life,
now that I found you we will never say good-bye
can't stop this feeling and there's nothing I can do
'cause I see everything when I look at you


when I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you and it makes me realize

when I look into your eyes
I see all the dreams come true when I look into your eyes


when I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you and it makes me realize
when I look into your eyes

we will always be together and our love will never die
when I look into your eyes

I see all the dreams come true when I look into your eyes
when I look into your eyes

Thursday, September 23, 2004

fcuk!

this post seems to come 2 days late. yes, prelims are over. just when i tot everything was going well, the last day of paper was absolute horror. could not finish phy paper 2 and econs 1,2 are just a total disater. hope i wun fail the 2 subjects. as for maths, shld be ok, provided that i did not make any stupid careless mistake,

have been very very very pissed these 2 days. on tue after sch, my mum ask me wanna go to hong kong after she knew that next tue got no sch, which means i could have a holiday all the way until next wed, since wed gonna be a l lesson day. so i agreed, since i had wanted to visit hkg badly. then i flipped thru the newspapers and called up several agency to ask abt the free n easy package. most of them were booked, since it was so last min. after calling like near to 8 diff agencies, with some of them acting dao and not wanting to pick up the phone, finally managed to find one with vacany. it would be a morning flight in and a evening flight back. perfect. so i sort of reserved the place. then next morn, she woke up and told me she wld want to go at the end of yr, after my a levels. i was like WTF. after A's there not gonna be much time left before i get enlisted (i most prob gonna be enlised in dec). plus there wld be chalets and all the stuff which i would not want to miss. i would really want to go at this time, since it is cheaper and i got nothing to do after prelims. no way am i going to touch my notes during this period. then i dun bother to argue. forget it! FUCK! think my face has been damm black for 2 days. so now i am at home bumming on the sofa watching some crap vcd. regret borrowing it. waste my $$. thinking abt my $$, i gonna finish the series

Friday, September 17, 2004

saw in today's news what some of mediacorp channel 5,8 and mediaworks channel u and i gonna merge into one new company. back to square one again. one tv company in singapore. at least we still get channel u. i tot channel u gonna be gone. a lot of channel u programme are much better than ch 8. as for channel i, i dun give a damm if it close down cause i hardly watch any programme from tat channel. can expect in future, if channel 8 gonna come up with some charity or big event show, channel u will not be able to do anything to fight for viewership. whatever, just dun compromise the quality of the show.

have been slacking big time since the papers on wed. went to give my cousin tuition yesterday. for free of course. realise i forgot damm lots of shit of amaths. gonna really read up before going to coach her next week. she shall be my guinea pig for me to practice my tuition. maybe next yr if i kena some slack vocation, then can give some tuition on weekends. and also for uni. gonna need to work to earn $$ to survive. now i know why some ppl want to be teacher. cause u will get a great sense of satisfaction when u see that ur student finally understands and know how to do the questions.

then rushed home to watch singapore idol. some of the wildcards were good! so surprised tat sylvester was the audience choice. yes, i agree he is special in his own way. and maia rocked the hse with crazy in love. but the way she go 'urh urh urh urh urh urh no no no' sounds kinda strange. and another thing is tat her big boobs are bouncing all abt. beyonce shook her butt but maia shook her urm u know...

and survivor vanuatu was actually premiered today. tot it was next week. the opening was like wow. first time they had this type of ritual at the beginning. the guys fucked up at the balance beam again. isit true guys have more difficulty crossing the balance beam? i mean crossing while standing. i can't imagine how a guy gonna crawl across, esp with the beam at the groin.

downloaded F.I.R new ablum. 我要飞 寻梦之途. although it only got 5 songs, the new song 我要飞 was so damm fu*king good!!! It got lotsa energy!! think i gonna mug listening to this song. esp while doing maths. cause it gives u the vibe and energy and the momentum to go on and on ! the other 4 songs are the demos for Lydia, 我们的爱, 你的微笑 and 塔罗牌


我要飞 (黑松沙士2004年度广告歌)
曲:F.I.R. 词:F.I.R. 编:

# 我要飞 飞越伤悲 一种接近光的感觉
自由是梦想 无边无际的能源
我敢飞 有梦就追 一种骄傲尊严的美
巨大的考验 现在就要跨越 #

@ 飞 飞 飞 飞 飞 飞我想飞
追 追 追 追 追 决不后退
飞 飞 飞 飞 飞 飞我想飞 YA~(我想飞) @

* 我要用力飞 不管有多远
超越了极限 挑战的冒险
我要勇敢追 奔向到终点
痛过的泪水 换来是甜美 *
Repeat *

我要飞 Repeat # @ * *

我要飞 Repeat @

Thursday, September 16, 2004

3 down, 3 to go

yeah! 3 down. 3 more to go! finally got a break from the papers. THink this time round the papers are slightly easier. at least i can manage for maths. can only blame myself for not studying integration well enough. studied only a few chapters of econs and spot-on! those questions came out and i just happily did those questions. Praying that the essay will turn out well. then physics also the same thing, those tat i studied for came out. think shld be able to pass this time round. at least these papers gave me confidence. gonna work hard for the other papers. got a 4 days break. need to rest.

actually fell asleep watching charmed just now. just too tired. having irregular sleeping patterns recently. would sleep for 1 hr, then wake up, then go to sleep again. strangely, for every sleep, i would dream abt something and i wld clearly remember those dreams when i woke up. woke up at 2am yesterday morning and i tot i wld be totally screwed during the afternoon phy paper. luckily the air con kept me wide awake. it was so freaking cold!

damm, it's in the middle of the nite and i am actually wide awake. intend to sleep after watching amazing race but i became damm awake after tat. and after today's episode, i realise both colin n christie are horrible. christie actually told the driver 'run them down' while she was rushing to the pitstop and people were waiting to cross the road. they didn't get eliminated though. n i think the yield thing is stupid! there gonna be lots of reality tv show coming up. TAR 6 is coming soon survivor vanuatu is starting next week. i wonder when then i will become sick of these reality show.

nothing to do so. listening to F.I.R. i absoultely love this grp now. the lead singer, faye's voice is enchanting i think, esp in the song Lydia, the starting part.

Saturday, September 11, 2004

garfield

prelims is in 3 days time and i have not really finished the bulk. i guess it wld be study a lot without depth or study a little in depth. which route shld i choose? but when studying, i realise i could remember most of the things but when it comes to exam, everything just seemed to drop out of my head.

went to watch garfield midnite show at lot 1 yesterday. It was so funny! He is just a Big Fat Obnoxious Cat! but i love him!! it was absolute enjoyment watching the movie, seeing how the movie protray garfield frm the comics. usually the comic strip is only a few scene but thru the movie, i can catch more of garfield. Really enjoyed the part when he and olde are dancing. I would love to have a dog like olde. what i didn't like was tat garfield doesn't look very real. can see frm the scene where the policeman was carrying him out of the cage. his hands were not really holding on to garfield. but no choice la. where to find a cat tat looks like him. also, the olde doesn't look like the olde in the comic. but the dog is still cute!

more pics of garfield






ok enough of garfield.

heard the yes 933 hits awards live yesterday on tv. only got to watch it on tv today. dunno why mediacorp didn't do a live show. Tanya won quite best composer n best lyrics i think. I think she is really talented. love her music. don't know why my mum hate her so much, say she got tat 'smelly face', like faye wong. Dunno how true this is, but when sun ho yeow shan won i think most selling recording award, there was booing and jeering frm the audience according to wat i heard on radio. god. she was really hated by ppl?? ppl think her church ppl buy her albums in bulk, so tat's y her album sell so well. somehow ppl say jerry got into sg idol top 11 also because of chruch ppl voting. dunno how true this is. better not blabber on. also, the version shown by channel 8 sucks. cut away so many parts. those shi da jin qu performance were cut away. had 2 tv in front of me, watcing the quan ming ou xiang xin deng chang. didn't think the winner was tat good. maybe he just got lots of supporters. and then william hung was sitting there zoh boh.

downloaded fish leong new album today. yan wei die. it was good. i love her music, esp the first song ' ning xia', sounds really peaceful. have been playing almost non-stop on my comp.


Just had a bad quarrel with my parents. partly my fault too, prelims coming and i am still not studying most of the time. but what she expects frm i dunno if it more for her good or for my good. yes, i know she want face, esp in fronts of her frens and relatives. she can go round telling ppl 'my son in nj', but in the first place i didn't really want to be there in the first place. last time yes i want to go to top jc, but after going thru jc, i realise it sucks and my fortue ain't really studying jc topics. maybe if i had choose aeronautical engineering back then, i may lead a happier life. in fact back then i was really seriously considering tat route, but in the end i guess i still took the jc path. now it's too late to regret, i am in nj means i am in nj, will have to make do with it. now pondering what to do in uni. shld i go for business management in smu, or take civil engineering, or some buidling related course cause my interests lie in there. but i am afraild i won't be able to cope and would go mad doing maths and phy all day long. i doubt i am good enough to survive in smu. really dunno what to do. think have to wait until next yr before i really made a decision.

ok .life sucks. back to mugging, or maybe not

Friday, September 10, 2004

AirAsia tames even the wildest tiger with low fares

my biological clock is really screwed. i sleep in the day and mug in the nite. i gonna change this cycle soon if not i will sleep during my papers next week. the papers start at 8am and i am usually in deep sleep then. then at 3am i think i am at the optimal. so much to study. i think i am studying too slowly. gonna pick up speed. oh i am so screwed!!!

been watching really too much tv. think i wld not be able to survive without it. watched singapore idol just now. and beverely nana n leandra is so so so damm good. but WTF! only leandra. jerry and taufik got in. ok taufik wasn't tat bad but jerry singing sucks big time. think the wild card show gonna be a good one. luckily there is no papers next fri. think no papers clash with my fav tv show. charmed n amazing race on wed nite, then no paper on thu. think maybe a slight clash on friends. the final episode. i MUST watch it. back to sgidol. got nana n beverely on wildcard. and shirin also. think beverly is the diva tonite. argh! maybe i shld have voted but i too ngiao alreadly maybe. 50 cents per vote. shld make it toll free. and another show that got me kicking wld be amazing race. new zealand is so so so fun!!! really want to play in the ball rolling down the slope thingy. funny that phil call it a cheap thrill. hope the mums or chip n kim wld win cause the other teams sucks. expected the twins to get kicked out. dumb blondes. and u shld have seen the way they asked for money in dubai. flirting all the way esp when they are not cute at all. they keep saying 'we are young, we are cute" blah blah blah. yucks!

watched white chicks on my comp today to 'reward' myself for mugging. haha. been wanting to watch the show since i saw the trailers a few months back. and this show is da BOMB! i was laughing so so so madly than my mother think i was going crazy. she also watched a bit and was also laughing all along with me. i realised that these type of dumb blonde cheap flick would really entertain me. really wonder how come ppl in the show wld not realise the 2 of them are fake white women.


saw this ad on straits times today.
" AirAsia tames even the wildest tiger with low fares " then they show two stewardess with a tiger. haha. a so obvious gimmick and mocking at tiger air. Bravo to the designer of the ad. but a 49 cents ticket to bangkok is really fucking cheap. price war between the budget airlines. can put econs to use. see how much i can remember. the mkt structure for budget airlines wld be an oligopoly. features include a few firms in the industry: valuair, tiger air, air asia. and pricing strategies match those of other firms. so the price war case loh. tiger air come out with super cheap tickets, air asia follow suit. and firms engage in non-price competition. not really so in this case but for advertising, it seems they are carrying that out. ok. shld stop crapping. save tat for wed econs paper. oh btw, my econs mock exam was a total flop! major mistake was no examples. must remember to do so for exams. back to budget travel. my parents suggest going to hat yai and phuket after my As since tiger is flying there at low prices. but i am considering whether to go with them leh. it can get really frustrating at times with them and i am not free to wander around. hope i cld find somebody else to go with me.

think this cld be longest entry so far. dunno why i got so much crap. maybe i have been shutting myself at home and was unable to talk cock with other ppl, thus i am toking cock here. crappy me.

think abt this

Think about this. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

4. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

5. You mean the world to someone.

6. If not for you, someone may not be living.

7. You are special and unique.

8. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, youprobably won't get it, but if you trust God to do what's best, and wait on , sooner or later, you will get it or something better.

9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good can still come from it.

10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: youmost likely turned your back on the world.

11. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.

12. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

13. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know and you'll both be happy.

14. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.


Happened to see this frm someone's blog. thinking abt these, yah quite true.

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

samsung x430

went with my mum to apply for her line and get this new phone with my plan. she got the new samsung X430 and this phone is damm funny man. from the phone are all so funny or shld i say crap. what totally cracked me up was one with 'meowing' ringtone. then there was this ringtone which started with normal ringing sound. then after a few rings, even got someone say 'hello' and some stupid song started playing. was playing with these tones on the taxi yesterday and even the taxi driver was laughing.

studying sucks. can only manage to revise for a while before i feel like sleeping or eating. Have to go for econs lesson tmr. think maybe i stay in sch to mug after tat, provided that i am not sleepy as i have been sleeping at 3am everyday since the start of the holiday.

watching tv everyday nowadays. i am so hooked onto 'yi tian tu long ji'. never like to watch such martial arts stories before but seems like this time round yi tian ru long ji seems to make a difference for me. and friends is coming to an end. i only started watching friends i think season 7 or 8, the one where chandler and monica screw in the hospital (yes i remember tat). tat was also when emma was born. so sad to day tat it would be the last episode next week. qutie amazing that it has been running for 10 yrs. what i like about FRIENDS was the humour in it. the jokes are not just lame, but it can really crack one up. another thing shld be the chemistry between the actors. i love joey's stupid himbo character. maybe channel 5 will do a re run of all the episodes, like last time they did with season 1.

found this thing on talkingcock.com damm funny. a sacarstic review to s'pore govt begging ppl to have babies. and i think the 5 days working week doesn't really see to help. now ppl have to work longer hrs on weekdays and then have off day for sat. same thing, ppl would be too tired anyway to spend time with family or to go dating or to make babies. and no sch on sat, hardly possible i guess.

CUM IN ME SINGAPORE
[Sung to the tune of Count On Me Singapore, alternate lyrics by Kok Kok Klan]

There is a new law for us to follow
Just believe, just believe
We must make love for Singapore
To make babies, to make babies

Boys and girls, let's do our part
Stand together, butt to butt
Our birth rate is getting low, and we must stop it
To make babies, to make babies

There is a need to know sex is good and ain't a sorrow
So let's drop our pants and do what Steve Chia died for
I ejaculated in your ass, it's a disaster Singapore shares
Stop oral and anal sex, oh horny you and me
Let’s make babies, let’s make babies

Cum in me Singapore, cum in me and on my ass no more
Boys and girls, don't poke your butts,
Fark together, test your luck
Our birth rate is getting low, and we must stop it
To make babies, to make babies

Chorus:
Cum in me Singapore, cum in me Singapore
Cum in me and on my ass no more(Repeated Chorus)

Cum in me Singapore Singapore (FADE OUT)

courtesy of talking.com

Saturday, September 04, 2004

alone

wow. haven't blogged in days. was too tired and sian to do so. well a short recap.

tue was teachers day celebration. the performances were not very gd, but not very bad also. the only thing that sort of cracked my class was the knocking on heavens door performance. it's true that tat guy is singing in a funny way, but if u listen to the version by gun n roses, it is like tat. the avirl version was sentimental one, but one cld fall asleep. i think it's a perfect lullaby. and also the food my class had was pathetic. think gerard yee came down and see alreadly also sian diao. after the celebration went to watch alien vs predator with some pa guys. the show was rather stupid i think. never really want to watch one, but since i got nothing to do and it is only $6.50, i dun mind. i was like freezing like hell in the cinema cause the hse tee sleeves are damm short. i can't imagine if i am in there not wearing pants.

wed stayed at home and rot. mug a bit only. thu and fri went to sch as normal loh. didn't really learn much too. got back maths mock test. although i managed a B, i just feel i could do much better since that was a very easy paper. went off early as there is no GP and PE. and on fri, it was such a screwed up morning. boarded my bus as normal as dunno why there was heavy traffic along bukit timah road and i took 1 bloody hr to reach sch. the latest i ever reached sch before. somemore the bus was super cramped and i was feeling so damm hot!! good thing was that sch only lasted half a day.

nothing interesting happened. i feel like i am shutting myself frm the outside world. hiding inside my room, facing my books, the tv and the comp. It sort of make me feel so peaceful. I am beginning to like being alone...........