depressing

came back this morning, or rather yest (wed) morning. it gonna be the only (most probably) long weekend we gonna have. praying that CNY holiday wld be this long also. it has been raining the whole of tue and it was freaking cold in tekong. could shiver in the afternoon. as result of rain, we did not do much on tat day. just stay in bunk. some were sleeping. then we were all reading FHM. it is just a boring week in camp.

the tsunami caused by the earthquake has indeed cause a very very huge damage. i watched the news on sun before booking in and i knew tat waves had hit areas like phuket, sri lanka. till i read the papers in camp, then i realise the damage is actually tat great. so many people had died. i was feeling so fortunate that i am living here in singapore, where we were being surrounded and 'protected' from the elements by indonesia. i can't imagine my hse being destroyed. seeing people being washed away by waves. i had this horrible dream once that i was swimming in the sea, then suddenly the waves came and swept me away and i was choking to death. i woke up in sweat. it is really horrible. and now to think so many ppl died this way. i wish i cld help, but what i can do only is maybe to donate some stuff or some money. this is really depressing... i am feeling damm lousy the whole day.