woohoo! the toughest of the a levels for me is finally over! 3 papers consecutively. the stress level is definitely there. econs was total flop. the questions tat came out were not those i had expected. at least maths paper 2 was easy. praying hard for A. then for today phy, the MCQ is so freaking easy, at least compared to nj standard. but i cld do almost all qns. but paper 2 seriously sucked. esp the data analysis qn. don't even know wat the fuck it is abt. but hu cares? it's over. shld be able to do ok for tat. if really do badly, cannot go uni, then after i ORD then decide lah.

the fact tat i am going to ns soon seems to be looming over me. it's just 3 weeks away. of course i have fears abt it. don't really know how it wld be like. will i get along with ppl? will i be albe to make any close friends? can i cope with the training? so many doubts....