Taking a little break from mugging.. Yest was so mind boggling that a short trip to lot 1 turned out to be therapeutic. cleared my head for a while..

i kept wondering to myself, am i studying too little? all my frens are practically dying and crying father n mother, but here i am, slacking. not that i don't want to study, but it seems like there is nothing much to study. argh!! time is really flying past and next wk i will be setting off to danang. and i haven packed my bags yet.. the 2 days after my exam is gonna be a mad rush..

I am so hooked onto this song 原来你也唱过我的歌 by fish leong. her new album is definitely one of the best album released this year. this song is on loop while i am studying... and now i am able to sing the chorus in canto just by listening to her sing...


GIS exam tmr.. feng, pls don't give funny qns......

it feels damm weird to come online at 6.30am in the morning, when most ppl are asleep. yup. can't sleep well yest night, despite geog paper being over. woke up at like 4am, so decided to do some mugging instead.

geog paper was managable. at least i don't get the feeling which i had after my 2nd EL test. just that the erosion qn seems rather ambigious. is it just focusing on water erosion, since it asks us to what extent does climate affects the erosion process, and the materials it transports from land to oceans by the world's river? well, what's done is done and don't bother thinking about it..

i was thinking if i have been too focused on academic results? a fren told me there are much more things in life which are more important than results. sometimes, i was thinking, is it due to the competative environment that i am in?

enough philisophical thoughts.. i am hungry.. off to buy breakfast...

taking a short break from all the studying.. today must be the day which i studied the most for this exam. geog seems to be ok. hope weird qns will not come out. what's most important is a clear functioning brain to help me churn out an essay in half an hour.

watched grey's anatomy just now to reward myself for the day's hard work. and it had to end with a "to be continued...." argh! quite a dramatic scene to end this episode. a carotid bursting and blood splatting all over lexis. gross but impactful. didn't expect the bursting of the carotid to be so erm... intense? another worth mentioning plot would be that of the swastika. just reminds me of the brutality and the number of lives lost during the nazi regime. it is disturbing to be reminded of how certain groups of people have suffer because of who they are. can't wait for the next part of this episode, which will only be screened in the states on 6 dec. hopefully i can watch it b4 i fly off.

got to rest early today... tmr's the big day.

all the best to everyone out there!

EL1101E is killing me... i can just puke after just 1 qn. cause there is so many many analysis to do!!! so after completing one qn, even if i only get half the qn right, i alreadly felt a sense of achievement. i have only done 3 qn and i am sick of it liao. will never never touch EL module again... depending on my CA n project to pull my grade up liao.

haven been mugging very hard yet.. perhaps it is because my papers are only next wk and i am not panicking yet. tried to study in sch on wed, but eventually gave up and went home to sleep. the sch environment is good for studying, but i am just too tired to concentrate. also, when the crowd fills up, it is quite hard to concentrate as well.

ok.. other ppl having their papers tmr. i shld start intensive mugging for geog also liao...

shitty man.. can't really concentrate at home nowadays... the computer, the kitchen and the bed is just too inviting... now i still revision period for me, so i can still go out and study.. wait till this weekend, then it is intensive mugging period, so i will be locked up inside my room.

think i am going back to sch tmr to study... hope i can get a seat..

reminds me of this....

is central library gonna be worse than this??

can't believe i slept my whole saturday away... haha. from 11am till 6.30pm. then from 9pm till this morning. the after effects of staying up whole night on fri nite/ sat morn to discuss the mass camp and mahjong session. in fact, i cld still be awake if there was something to do. if i just sit down there alone, i will just pass out, which is what happened after guowei got off the bus. i just sat there and zonked out till i overslept and end up at the interchange. luckily i didn't need the bus driver to wake me up.

the overnight stay in sch with the team was fun. think after the mass camp discussion, which ended at 4am, a lot of them are just so zonked out.. if there were more awake for games, it wld have been more fun. more importantly, i found out 2 more rv ppl. carrie was 1yr my senior!! she doesn't look rv though... and worse still, isabel was actually my np junior 2 yrs younger and i didn't know till now. gosh! i didn't know guowei too. gosh. what was i doing in rv, or have they changed that much till i didn't recoginse? i still remember some of the faces despite not being in my batch. funny huh..

counting down again... 1 more wk to exam and in 3 wks time, i am flying off. so fast! and i heard that there is flooding in danang. hope everything wld be fine by the time we get there. hopefully, the damage isn't that huge.

ok. back to mugging. i finished summarizing my phy geog portion. freaking lots of things to cover. must finish human geog by today!!

so sorry boon kian i made a mistake on ur name... u know, i have been thinking about books and more books these days... in fact, i am a total retard, took me quite some time to realise the mistake. even had to use Ctrl+F to find the 'book' word...

yest night at K box was so fun! glad that book kian (opps boon kian) didn't feel awkard among jianhao, bel n xiaojun. and oh ya, ah lu can sing really damm well... heard that the promotion is for every fri!! hahaha... makes me so tempted to go every wk... but the bad thing is, we practically got to run for the last train.. luckily for rj, she managed to catch the last train to AMK. so geog soc guys, we go after exams ok??

time passes really fast. exams are just in 2 wks time and one mth frm now, i will be in danang.. yet it seems so many things are unsettled... same for exams too... seems like so many things to study and yet i don't know how to start... a sense of uneasiness..

ok.. back to the books.......

today is deepavali and it doesn't feel like a holiday at all. perhaps it is because thu is my free day. i am glad that i have somehow kick start my revision. makes me at ease also since others around me are busy mugging liao...

and i also did some changes to my blog.. too lazy to do a big change though.. seems like tagboard is still problematic, so i added a chatterbox... also updated my fren's link....

i am so uninspired to write a proper entry, so i shall end off with new song from spice girls(or spice mums). i still love mel c's voice. it's just so special...

i didn't know that the tagboard i had last time is still available...
so by request, i had my tagboard up.

u guys can start tagging!

Yeah!!!! Finally done with my NM project! and that is the last one for this sem. it's like a major load off my head. spent like 7 whole freaking hours in school to finish up, with loads of food and Yes 933FM on my comp. finally killed it. and now the thing that is troubling me is exams. shitty. 3 more weeks to my first paper.

this afternoon was certainly not productive. after finishing the project, just idled around, watching grey's anatomy, heroes, ugly betty.. and before i knew it, it was dinner time. well, grey keeps me sane the whole week. i feel more at ease that i did some studying at night... now i am slacking again...

gotta go do some GC stuff.

I was mentioning to my friends that this is my hell week. well, i am so glad that it is friday. and my nm project is actually going on the right track. well, this is what we all wants, things going smoothly right? Hopefully my other projects will be going on the right track as well...

This week signifies the end of my tution for this year. Hope my student could do well to go the course he wants. qutie worried for him actually, but i really cannot afford time to teach him anymore. see, this is really showing the truth that teachers/tutors/parents care more about their grade than themselves. looking back, i have actually taught for 1 1/2 years. sometimes, i feel i have just started tutoring not too long ago. at times, i am so happy to be able to teach them, sometimes, tutoring is just so dreadful that i got the urge to just cancel the lesson. well, teaching really needs passion to sustain and that is why i am not considering the education career path.

and much of the week is taken up by danang fund raising. now i am scared of cupcakes!! i shall not mention the word 'cupcake' for at least 2 weeks... haha . sorry to all my frens who i pestered them to buy stuff from me... I am just trying to do fund raising. i seems like a sucker to you all but i am not. I won't force, i just persuade. haha. thanks to all those who supported me too!

gotta plan mugging schedule soon... lots like quite a lot of study. and oh yes, i didn't buang my EL test!! i am heng that i didn't kena much negative marking. was thinking of planning to mug in sch on saturdays. i am not able to do productive studying at home nowadays. but before that, i need something b4 i start mugging. like go K? the last k session i got pang seh... :( go visit the changi T3 open hse? since we get to go into the restricted area (dun think i got much change to go there since only SQ non-asian flight n a few others carriers are using T3). or maybe go ubin?