cleaning up

Finally my room is all cleaned up. I was shocked at the amount of garbage frm my room. Didn't realise i got tat much rubbish in the room too. The torn sofa has gone and another smaller sofa has come in to take its place. The smaller sofa doesn't allow me to lie down on it, or else my legs will be dangling by the sides. most of the notes are gone. books gone. files goes into boxes, dunno when to be revealed again.

the interesting thing abt packing my room is tat i wld find some 'treasures', some dating as long as back to my pri sch days. first is a old telephone book. in those days, there were no hp and thus my frens number were all kept in this small little book. still in the 7 digit era. and while i was going thru the names, i realise i haven see a lot of them in such a long time. the good thing is tat i still remember who these ppl are. and i think most of those numbers are no longer valid. glad there wld be a gathering for 6A'98 on 5 dec. wow! it has been 6 yrs since i graduated frm pri sch. i still miss those days. eager to see those whom i have not seen for a long time.

then it moved on to sec sch. another phase of my life. was looking thru those magazines published by the sch. called montage. flipping thru them made me recall so much. those carefree days in sec 1 and 2. how me, yz, jinhui and kenneth used to hang out. (i found a old pic of kenneth btw, think it was taken during one of our project session, still remember it was supposed to be for l***a.) then i found my costume for the sec 2 lit project. still remember i was the carafare who had only 2 lines throughout the whole scene. had linlin, xuanwei, joyce, yz and daniel. Those sessions i remember were spent mostly slacking around and in the end we still got things done. then on to sec 3 n 4. realise i haven met benjamin n eddie for a damm long time. realise tat i was much of a mugger last time, and now i became a bloody slacker. then on to np. came through the box where all my badges were in. though sometimes days in np sucks, but i wld say i learnt a lot of things frm it. looking back at some of my sec sch work (i still had some around), i was so grossed out by my work, esp my english.

now all these things are cleared up, all organised. room is now neat and clean. the shelves look rather empty though. gonna go shopping for a drawer to put all my cd collection. been piaing vcd like siao loh. so hooked onto the show. think i can finish it tmr. dunno what else to watch after tat. gonna to nua at home these few days liao. still dunno whether to go for both days of chalet.

cheapo cds

after a levels, it has been rotting slacking and so on. haha. enjoying the last few days of my civilian life. oh dear! i told myself to accept it and go in with an open mind, but i just can't stop thinking abt it. makes me so sian now.

went to watch the shutter yesterday with yz. the theatre was damm packed. and of course a complement to horror show wld be screaming ladies. siao zah boh! got ghost scream. no ghost also scream. the movie wasn't tat scary, but after tat, it is kinda creepy. imagine a ghost sitting on ur shoulders. so if got neck ache then maybe ....... movie also tells us one thing, dun do anything wrong, esp harm to other ppl. and the photos used in the movie are actually true photos of contributed by ppl. creepy. esp the class photo one. so ppl, look carefully at the class photo and may find someone extra...

went out again today to rot with tee wei and peishan. first we went to chinatown to buy my cheapo cd. bought JS cd and jacky cheung black and white. $6 only. too bad their zhang dong liang cd got no cheap one, but still cheaper than cd stores at $15. but i think i wait until china comes out with the cd and got ppl import into sg. and oh ya, we walked past a stall that has a sign tat is so funny! the 'shou ji' (handphone) and the 'ji' is written as the chicken ji. so damm amusing. actually we wanted to take a photo, but too many ppl there. we then ate at chinatown market and we actually walked past clarke quay and all the way to suntec. amazing at how much we walked. while walking past clarke quay, i saw many women and i feel tat they look like transvasite. their built is comparable to a man. and their face?? freaky. got to talk a lot today. yeah. had a great time with them. but somtimes our conversation swayed too political. then i wld be blur liao. haha

other than going out, would be staying at home watching 'chong shang yun xiao' a hong kong drama. watching the show makes me even want to be a pilot. what was said in the show is true. the feeling of flying freely in the sky is incredible. although it is a tough job, i think it wld really be worth it. how nice if i cld have a job where i cld fly everywhere, visiting lots of places. then got lots of pretty stewardess around, then can .... u know.... joking! i am not tat causal. or maybe being a steward also not bad. haha. see first lah. finish uni then decide. back to the show, i am getting all so excited abt it. and did i mention the set? it was shot at hkg airport and the airport is so damm nice. i am so amazed by the architecture. even their staff complex looks so damm grand and modern. wld mind working in such an environment. definitely beat changi hands down! and oh ya, if tee didn't cancel the trip, i wld have been in hong kong now. maybe sleeping in hotel, or out in the streets somewhere..... sianzzz

over over over!

A levels are finally over! happy? yes! no more mugging. the thought of not doing any sch work for 2 yrs is so so.. i dunno how to describe. but i think cannot dun do anything. if not my brain will get rusty when i get to uni. the design paper was like so straightforward and easy. i finished it in like 45 min, all the while grinning down there. the thought of everything will finally be over is all over my head. everyone is so happy also loh. ok. no more talk abt a levels. shall wait until next yr when the results are out.

went to sim lim with yingxuan after the papers. she looking for rechargable battery. i also looked around for digital cam. couldn't bear to look much loh. no $$ to buy. saw so many things i want to buy. want to buy a laptop. a thumb drive. saw a 1GB thumbdrive. not forgetting my sony cybershot cam. wait until my MD rots, i gonna get a ipod. so many things to work towards in 2 yrs. so i shall start planning my financial account in order to get these things. also as i was telling xuan, a trip to bangkok before going into uni to stock up my wardrobe. i am so looking forward to the end of my NS. in the meantime, just bear with it.

rented some vcd to watch at home. shld be rotting at home these few days. i am very much a home person, so it wld be perfectly fine for me to stay home. plus cleaning up of my room. it is in total chaos right now. and the amount of dust in my room is horrible. dunno where those dust came from when my room windows are like shut for almost the whole day.

haha. i am feeling damm high now!

another paper down. a levels are unofficially over. considering there is nothing to mug for design tmr. bloody hell. still have to go to school at 2pm for a stupid 1 hr paper. Think the paper today was only ok. Think it wld be a B for my phy.

went to Tan tock seng hospital to visit kaining after the papers. terence came also too. bought some chicken essence for her. she looked well. not like last week where her face was like so pale. the doctor said she could not be discharged yet, cause her blood platet level still haven rise. so poor thing. have to do exam with a drip on her hand. draw blood everyday. and she doesn't have any extra time to do her papers. think the invigilator shld have given her some extra time. end up we were just toking cock down there. went over to novena for lunch and then took the long long train ride home. went to lot 1 with ying xuan and pei ling. they were checking out the prices to rebond, highlight, cut their hair. whatever. talked a lot with them too. and i am dreading the thought tat i will be in tekong in 2 weeks time. just 14 days!! just sianz! think i gonna camp at home with some vcds. enjoy the last 2 weeks of my civilian life!

i just realise the wonders of retail theraphy. was so tempted into buying a cd just now and i was thinking. i feel damm good whenever i bought a cd or something else. too bad the money i am spending is not mine. i am actually looking forward to earning my own $$.

woohoo! econs is finally over! don't expect to do well for the paper though. but hu cares. like what i had said before. i dun have high hopes. as long as i cld get a decent enough grade to get into uni course, then tat's it. I saw the geography course at NUS and i think i wld want to go for it. geography is definitely my fav subject and sometimes i wonder if i shld have taken geog at a levels. the only thing holding me back frm geog was tat i did not take pure geog at o levels. didn't have much chioce back then. if i take pure geog, then i wld have to take SS with history. i hate history. but the later batches get to offer SS with e-lit. damm! if they offered elective lit back then in my yr, then i cld take pure geog. now i saw the newspapers tat they are offering SS with c-lit. 2 entirely diff subject?? one in el one in cl. will feel so damm strange. and frm yr 2006, students will be able to use electronic dictionary in exams!!! WTH!! it wld speed up the writing process a lot loh! and it will make it damm easy lah. just key in the hanyu pinyin and then u get the word. oh man. all the changes to the education system.

ok. 2 more papers to go. 1 more to mug for. think design no need to study one lah. and poor kaining is currently stuck in the hospital. down with dengue fever. it is like so 'lucky', getting it during the a levels period. and she got s-paper this week also. hope it wld affect her too much, cause her grades are really good. shld be visiting her tmr after phy. hope she wld get well by then.

the exterior construction for my flat is currently right outside my flat. yesterday afternoon was abosulte horror. the were drilling the tiles right outside my flat. and the sound is so damm load and i cld feel the ground and wall shake. used the radio to cover up the noise and i endedup with such a bad headache. why this period out of all the period. stupid!

this is so funny

After numerous rounds of "We don't even know if Osama is still alive",Osama himself decided to send George W a letter in his own handwriting to let him know he was still in the game. Bush opened the letter and it appeared to contain a coded message: 370HSSV-0773H. Bush was baffled, so he typed it out and emailed it to Colin Powell. Colin and his aides had no clue either so they sent it to the CIA. No one could solve it so it went to the NSA and then to MIT, NASA and the Secret Service. Eventually they asked Britain's MI6 for help.

They called the White House:"Tell the President he is looking at the message upside down."

当你孤单你会想起谁 - 张栋梁

你的心情总在飞什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑

但是天总会黑,人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫

当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回

The Incredibles!

seriously sick of studying today. so went to watch The Incredibles! it was really incredible! love the movie. The story plot was heart warming. the graphics were so real. the things in the movie amazes me. I wld strongly recommend the movie! love some characters. esp jack jack the baby. the last part when he turned into a devil was so funny! plus tat edna. she reminds me of tat econs lecturer (phyllis chia i think). think they look almost alike. love the part where elasticgirl became a raft and dash was kicking his legs in the water to propell it. hope the movie cld be longer.

my econs is in deep shit. after doing some mcq on tys, i realise tat my results were absolute horrible!

SM??

today's challenge on survivor is definitely one of the best among all the season. one member frm each team has their hand tied together and them linked onto a ring that runs along a rope. the rope then runs thru several obstacle course and other members have to help tat person to get over. so funny to see eliza and julie being tossed abt like nobody business.

some pics


this looks so SM.

and this

Eliza looked like she had just been raped

and i think this is the best! julie being dragged across the pole like a pig!


see. i am so bored.......

spolit brat??

the showdown i have been wanting to see, olinda vs taufik is all gone. olinda got booted instead of sylvester. all thanks to those crazy girls voting for him. actually he ain't tat bad, but he just sucked at yesterday's show. esp when he sing tat phantom of the opera song, it makes me cringe!

today me and my mum went to fetch my grandma from my first uncle house to my 3rd uncle house. cause no one is at home to look after my grandma. we took a cab and this cab driver was really one who crapped so much shit. he asked me if i had been thru ns, then i told him not yet, end of this yr. then he went on to talk a lot of cock abt his son blah blah blah, then he said, "i think you will surely not be albe to get used to life in NS. inside have to be very independent. i see you, i think u haven even wash a cup before" I was like WTF? perhaps he think i was some rich man son as we boarded the cab at my uncle hse, which is a semi d. i ain't no spoilt brat !! I washed things that are beyond just a little cup. haha. i didn't even bother to reply to him for the rest of the journey. luckily it was just a short journey.

woohoo! the toughest of the a levels for me is finally over! 3 papers consecutively. the stress level is definitely there. econs was total flop. the questions tat came out were not those i had expected. at least maths paper 2 was easy. praying hard for A. then for today phy, the MCQ is so freaking easy, at least compared to nj standard. but i cld do almost all qns. but paper 2 seriously sucked. esp the data analysis qn. don't even know wat the fuck it is abt. but hu cares? it's over. shld be able to do ok for tat. if really do badly, cannot go uni, then after i ORD then decide lah.

the fact tat i am going to ns soon seems to be looming over me. it's just 3 weeks away. of course i have fears abt it. don't really know how it wld be like. will i get along with ppl? will i be albe to make any close friends? can i cope with the training? so many doubts....