something is seriously wrong with me. had a super long day and now i am still damm awake?? almost fell asleep while at the med ctr during the IPPT. then almost fell asleep during benjamin's tuition session that he must be thinking, WTF is he teaching? i seriously also dunno what i am blabbering. i think i did doze off for one instant and he did question me when i told him something that is not right. which means he understood what i taught him!!! i am glad he has improved after like 6 sessions with him. hope he is not the gone case type.

and another thing, i realise that having an injured thumb really makes one partially handicapped. for example, when on my phone, keep pressing the wrong button, esp during sms. then when writing, got a bit of handicap also. worse when it comes to sorting out paper. i am like having butter fingers. can't even open the plastic ziplock bag for medicine properly. can imagine how clumsy i look like in the dispensary today? cant' hold CDs properly. can't sms properly. can work properly. oh god. just because of one stupid deep cut kena yesterday. it was like bleeding for a whole 10 min before it stopped. some of the forms got my blood stain on it. LOL.

and one more thing. dunno if i shld feel guilty. goes like this. this person is like always sleeping during office hrs. even though it isn't very busy, but still sleeping while everyone is outside working is still unacceptable. and somemore he got a eye patch!!! i was like WTF!!! so i 'pao toh' loh. my first time leh. this thing always edmund do one. i finally convinced myself tat it's alright cause of his attitude. he thinks he gonna be 100 % kena post out, so he is like yaya. quite pissed with his attitude sometimes. keep giving excuses and for things not done, then always say later later later.... the best thing today was i think he didn't suspect me at all. he was like complaining in front of me and i still managed to keep a straight face and look straight in his eyes and told him "i dunno who also". oh god! i am such a gd liar.

ok enough crap. shld try to sleep or else i will be super zombified tmr.