i felt like i am on duty the whole week. ended sun duty, went home on mon. went to sleep early. too knocked out. tue night got to stay for the stupid celebration thing, which was such a bore..... wed duty again. all the way until thu. today is family day at wild wild wet. i am on mc, so i didn't go! haha. can slack at home...

then at home for one whole day, i felt so bored. surf the net until i am sian. watch 2 episodes of desperate housewives and zhen ming tian nv respectively. so bored to the core... realise tat life is really monotonous thing nowadays. nothing enriching. just go to work and come home everyday. not using much of the brain. can't imagine how to study next time when i go on to uni.

talking abt uni, how come everyone is wondering an arts degree is useless? it is true tat an arts graduate earn much lesser than a sci graduate. but is it worth it to go and do something i dislike for the rest of my life? my uncle told me to go study subjects like engineering, life sci etc, can earn more money. i am like totally sick of such stuff and i have no wish to go thru another 4 yrs of torture just to earn more money next time. futhermore, i may be just stuck with a job i dislike for the rest of my life. some say a geog graduate cannot find job, can only be teacher. izit?? i had swayed in my subject choice a few times, and i cld say i haven really made up my mind. but whatever, i am not going to study a subject i really dislike just to make loads of money. at times, i may be materialistics. i want this i want tat. but i have learnt to do without certain things since young, so does it matter if i doesn't earn much. as long i can feed myself n my family, i am fine with it. hearing some things from some ppl really makes me du lan!