sick

i am back at this odd hour when i shld be in camp. Not on AWOL. just that i am down with fever for the past few days. on wed morning, i was freezing in bed and then went to report sick. saw the MO, which was a better MO this time roundm, who took time to examine me and tell me about the medicine as i was allegic to paracetamol, which is the common medicine for fever. got 2 days att c. so get to go home. took the 12 o'clock fastcraft back. all the while, i was so blur. partly because i was a bit 'gong' frm the fever, and also i dunno wat to do. got another guy att c also, so i sort of followed him lah. he show the RP the status slip, then i did so also. while waiting for the ferry, i met moses, also on att c. then we reached SFT, all blur. can we just walk out? then we just walk out and catch a bus to pasir ris. then fever did not subside, went to see doctor again. temp went up to 38. got another 2 day MC. which means i only need to book in on sun. a much needed rest. getting a good sleep.

talking abt a gd nite sleep, in camp, haven been able to get a good sleep. lights out at 2230, but some idiot in the bunk decide to talk at the top of their voice till dunno wat time. being a light sleeper, of course i cannot sleep until they sleep loh. that's not all. in the morning, before 5 o clock. some kuku alarm clock began to ring. then at the first ring i wake up liao. for some, they turn off their alarm clock almost immediately and then went back to sleep again. i of course just shut my eyes for a while or stare at the celling until it is time for me to wake up. then there will be this super irritating alarm clock. the beeping is super irritating and yet the owner can sleep like a pig and dun bother about it. and i am always the one to go turn it off. super irritating!! i mean what's the point of setting the alarm clock so fucking early when u dun even wake up?? i cld have gotten a few more minutes of precious sleep. so in camp, i was looking like a zombie most of the time. so weekend are spent catching up on sleep, but somehow that seems like a waste of my precious weekend. so many things i want to do. catch up on all the news and things i missed during the week. army life really sucks! can't wait for the 2 yrs to pass quickly, or at least until june, then i can F off frm the island.

my mum told me i have turned more vulgar nowadays. thinking abt it, it is quite true. i realise i have been using more of 'zee bai' these days. no surprise of course. being exposed to vulgarities inside camp. speaking to other ppl in such tone. i better start controlling myself. it ain't nice to use such words, esp in front of girls.

tmr no one to go out with me. most of my frens are going in these few days and thus got confinment. yz going in tmr. and today dunno what happen to him also lah. msg him never reply. pre enlistment depression?? think everyone will suffer frm that. still considering whether to go for the NTU talk. been interested to take a look at the aerospace engineering course. tmr then decide lah.