brotherhood

hoho! I'm so glad that the weekend is finally here. as usual, fri after sch is slacking time. Went to watch brotherhood today with yaozong and lydia. didn't expect her to come, but since she want, then i ok loh. btw, i dun really know her well. Think there are some moments where we were so damm quite loh. The movie was so damm touching. abt the love and bond between two brothers. something i would not get to experience since i am the only child. and this remind me of something. lydia was talking abt some single child and she asked how come rv got so many single child. then i replied because rv is so cheena wat. ok, back to the movie. was strainning my eyes damm hard to read the subtitles that my eyes hurt quite a lot after the movie. the last part where the old man went to his brother's sort of grave, was so so... could feel tears whelming in my eyes. erm. i did not cry. did see some others in the cinema cry.

yesterday night was really torture man. did physics until abt 1 am until i feel so giddy and then i went to bed. once i lay on the bed, then i feel so damm awake. did not fall asleep until 2 plus i think. i think the work i handed in was so damm bloody sloopy work.  but i couldn't give a damm liao. still got more stuff to do. tat's why i intend to stay at home all day this weekend to do my work. but before tat i got to clear up my room. these recent weeks some wierd flying creatures have been flying abt in my hse and i suspect tat it may be breeding in my room. gonna move all the bed, shelves apart tmr to clear all the stuff. major cleaning to do tmr.

also, borrowed F.I.R album from peiling. it's damm goood!!!!!! waiting for jay's new album to come out now.

also, jin hsien told me this joke

Qns: If lao wang got diabetes, what disease will his wife have?

 

 

 
Ans: tooth decay
Erm... dirty or wat i dunno. it really cracked me up!

Busy

have been so busy with school work recently. Having to do lots of hw. haven't really done revision yet, except for physics, got those practices. Plus serious lack of sleep also. Slept all the way still now after reaching home. Thinking abt all the pile of work just makes me sick. but still must pia liao. like what cheng say today 'u must start now!'. ok ok. i promise to go do work after blogging.

the whole week was sian loh. GP got compre on tue double period. plus it is some sucky compre that is so damm hard to understand. wed was shiok, had early day. catching up on sleep day. Bought elva's beautiful episode too. It was great! Too bad the CD is copyright control. cannot play on comp. means cannot transfer to my MD. sian. have to do it manually. think i will do it when i am free. also have to reformat my comp. going crazy. just praying it won't crash and i would all my precious mp3s. today was short day. intended to pia home after sch and mug, but tat stupid yz actually dragged me to coro to eat. (actually he wanted to watch movie but i am broke. ah tee still owe me $$). so surprised to see her there. seems like i keep bumping into her recently. tot she wld take the same bus, but she did not. too bad.

also changed my blog format. now it is a total screw up. dunno what to do with it. all my info like archives and whatever all gone. hiya, think i redo it another time. haiz, i am pushing all these crap to dunno when.

Listening to jay's new song qi li xiang aka seven mile fragrance. hmm. really nice. downloaded it online. it is ripped from radio one. Gonna buy original. hehe. i only buy original if it is worth it. if not just download. hehe.

周杰伦《七里香》词：方文山 曲：周杰伦　　　
窗外的麻雀 在电线杆上多嘴　　　
你说这一句 很有夏天的感觉　　　
手中的铅笔 在纸上来来回回　　　
我用几行字形容你是我的谁　　　
秋刀鱼 的滋味 猫跟你都想了解　　　
初恋的香味就这样被我们寻回　　　
那温暖 的阳光 像刚摘的鲜艳草莓　　　
你说你舍不得吃掉这一种感觉　　　

雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就像雨水 　　　
院子落叶 跟我的思念厚厚一叠　　　
几句是非 也无法将我的热情冷却　　　
你出现在我诗的每一页　　　

雨下整夜 我的爱溢出就像雨水　　　
窗台蝴蝶 像诗里纷飞的美丽章节　　　
我接著写 把永远爱你写进诗的结尾　　　
你是我唯一想要的了解　　　

那饱满 的稻穗 幸福了这个季节　　　
而你的脸颊像田里熟透的蕃茄　　　
你突然 对我说 七里香的名字很美
我此刻却只想亲吻你倔强的嘴

dunno if the words can be seen. cause this templete doesn't seem to support chinese characters.

mugging

yeah. finally finished up my load of work. The stupid physics holiday assignment. Almost puked blood upon completing it.

Didn't go out during the weekend. stayed at home, do hw, watch tv, eat. Have been staying at home too much. Back to sch tmr, well, 5pm day. with pe at last period, hope can have free games insted of some stupid module i heard (hope it is not true). FLoorball is getting more fun. Oh ya. i scored a goal last thu. yeah!! first time i scored. remember the other time was last yr. haha, what lousy record. ok i admit it. i am not a good sports person.

Was browsing around i found some blog of my classmates. didn't know they blog too. thought most would be using opendiary. Now i am trying to learn how to change the template, add links and pictures onto the blog. what pic shall i use? porn?? haha.

the choir ppl are leaving tmr nite. well wish them all the best!

sianz

I have been lazy again. Not blogging for so long, despite a long break. well, after the break, sch started and getting back results. haizz. from bad to worse. Can't believe i failed my maths. it was my strongest subject. sucks man.

i am really not in the mood to update..

CT over

yeah! after 3 days of torture. the stupid common test are over. think i am gonna do badly again. the most confident paper was actually gp. essay at least got things to write. wrote the longest gp essay i ever written. maths was disater. econs mcq was disater. essay quite ok. then physics mcq was ok, paper was disater. tat's why after phy paper, although it is the end, i was super sian diao!

think i am getting abnormal liao. at night cannot sleep one. the nite b4 physics, never sleep at all. luckily my hse never kena blackout. like last time like tat, have to use torchlight to pia maths assignment.

having a long long break ...........

sch starting

sch is starting tmr. super sian. my revision leh? not even halfway through i guess. Don't feel like studying, just go n flunk it. Sucks

Went out for breakfast with mum and dad this morning. he recommend some restaurant at jurong west for dim sum. and the dim sum there sucks big time. in fact everything sucks. we ordered a fried noodle and it taste like it had just been washed under tap water. then the prawns of the dim sum have a odour. I would never step into that bloody restaurant. Waste $$.

Dunno why, everytime i listen to this song, on comp or radio, i just feel so happy. Maybe it is the tempo that make me happy. At first find this song super act cute, but now, it's different

爱你
曲：Lee Young-Min | 词：潘瑛/谈晓珍/陈思宇 | 编：Lee Junghood

RAP：
yo yo yo yo Cyndi what~what's wrong with me (爱你)
yo yo Cyndi baby what's wrong with me
Cyndi give me your love you make me sneeze all the time
Now now怎么我一直狂打喷嚏 在凌晨三点二十六分
let me sing let me sing a song陪妳入睡
what is love嗯哼我正在听 你要什么都say yes
Cyndi I really do love you so
如果你突然打了个喷嚏 那一定就是我在想你
如果半夜被手机吵醒 啊那是因为我关心

常常想 你说的话是不是别有用心 明明很想相信
却又忍不住怀疑 在你的心里 我是否就是唯一
爱 就是有我常烦着你

* So~baby 情话多说一点 想我就多看一眼
表现多一点点 让我能 真的看见 Oh~Bye 少说一点
想陪你不只一天 多一点 让我 心甘情愿~~爱你 *

(多一点 才会慢慢发现 因为你 让我心甘情愿)
喜欢在你的臂弯里胡闹 你的世界是一座城堡
在大头贴画满心号 贴在手机上对你微笑 常常想
我说的话你是否听得进去 明明很想生气 却又止不住笑意
(Oh~)在我的心里 你真的就是唯一 爱 就是有我常赖着你

# 就这样 一天多一点 慢慢地累积感觉
两人的世界 就能够贴近一点 *

going to try to study....

Happy Birthday to Me

Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Shan Jun
Happy Birthday to Me

Finally i survived 18 yrs on earth. 18 alreadly. shiok hoh. can buy beer legally, go watch M18 movie, go clubbing, buy 4D. but sad loh, going NS also. Still have maybe 1/2 yr of freedom. Receive greetings from kai ning and yaozong. thanks a lot! it's early morning and i tot most ppl would be asleep.

Study a little bit more than yesterday. Still not much. Watched The Apprentice on ch 5. It was GREAT!! Exciting show. seeing those girls bitching abt. Any reality tv must see added to my list. oh, the amazing race is coming back in july and i wonder if ch 5 is showing it. so far still no trailers. they better show it.

got to go mugging. what a way to spend my 18th b'dae. also going to buy 4D tmr. If i win, then it would be shiok. I wanna be the next Donald Trump!

study??

only a few days away to common test and i am still slacking big time. think i am dead also this time round. Other than maths, i dun feel like doing anything else.

went for medical checkup on mon. have to wait for a damm long time as there were a lot of ppl. then i was being sent around like a fool, with this idiot telling me to go to this station and then being sent to another station again and again. haha my teeth seems to have some prob. have to take a jaw x ray. the way u take it is so funny. u have to bite on to a thing and then got some device spinning around ur head. then have to wait for 1 hr before doing the MAPAS test. it was a torture doing the test. no calculator for maths. my manual counting alreadly forgotten. still got SAT style test. after everything, took 188 and slept all the way home on the long journey.

just 4 more days. really got to start studying. just downloaded lin jun jie's di er tian tang. the album is damm good. haha. recently using emule and Bit torrent to download songs. can easily find, but takes a long time to download. think after CT gonna play with it to see if i can make it faster.

have been turning into a tv addict. watching tv whole day. think hai you ming tian really good. some of the story really damm touching. make u want to cry. really, health is most impt. without it, you will lost everything.

PA camp

Came back from the camp yesterday. was too tired yesterday and i just went to sleep after having some food. didn't even bother to catch myself on tv. at tat time i didn't even know whether they will put the clip on, but yaozong msg me n told me they did. haha i missed it. anyway, the main attraction was tee wei, not me, just sitting down there.

ok back to the camp. 'A LOT' of ppl attend loh. 12 j1 and 16 j2. how sad. had to be grp ic. then i saw the list, tat lc in my grp. sian diao! luckily he was transferred to another grp. me n jingjing were like phew! btw, jing jing went to get her teeth done, wearing braces so she can't speak properly. i feel so bad always making fun bout tat. First it was food fun aka shi zhi lu kou, my grp came in last lah. all because of tat stupid ikea. spend a lot of time looking for 1 particular item. what a fun game they came up with loh. we were running abt ikea like mad ppl. looking desperately for things. my grp damm quiet one. only xiaozhi talking n leading the grp. the 3 guys all very quiet. guess they are all shy lah whereas xiaozhi know me quite well. during their training session , we just slack around loh. jiankai brought ps 2 and we were all crowding in the control playing. i didn't play much lah. i know i suck at those games so dun wanna xia suay. then it was the night walk lah. i think we j2 damm bian tai leh. last yr we were not tat dirty loh. but this yr we made the j1 so damm dirty and make them do funny pose n take photos. the last time was still the same, dumping them in the field and ask them to get together themselves. after all these still have to discuss about the camp, and after tat we went to bathe. went to the lib to bathe and the water there was pathetic. slept at 4 plus tat nite or rather morning and had to wake up at 6

2nd day woke up, ate breakfast then i went home to get some clothes. cause they say we wld get drity during the games and i dun have enouogh shirt. so went home n took a refreshing shower. went back to sch and joined the game. very few ppl, so have to play together with j1. we cheat at the games anyway. then everything turned into a water fight. everyone start pouring water down each other. ludckily i didn't get tat wet as some ppl. went out with some ppl to turf city to buy food for bbq. on budget so cannot anyhow spend. went back to nj and then it was the bbq cunm movie. movie was last samurai, see b4 liao lah, so help to cook. the j1 bbq skills some of them cannot make it lah. practically didn't sleep tat night as we were discussing the exco. by the time it was done , it was alreadly 5 am. a lot of ppl alrealdy collapesed. went to the njc crest there to sleep at 6 plus as the corridor outisde control was damm warm and stuffy. slept on a chair like the one beside the pond. it was damm cooling and shiok. heard the birds chirpping and i was like dead asleep and even if the bird shit into my mouth, i wouldn't care less.

woke up and then slack around till lunch time. after eating, then it was the filming. had to go LT 1 and act. dunno why they came to nj in the middle of the holidays when no ppl would be in sch. after tat it was the performance. my grp ah, totally CMI lah. first the mic was not working and then they cannot act lah. forgot what they are supposed to say. then overall we came in last. after announcing the exco, it was the end of the camp n our duties. but i still have drama fest in july, so i am not totally free yet.

so fast 1 1/2 yrs pass liao. going to graduate in half yr time and go into ns. oh btw, ns has been reduced to 2 yrs for us. shld be good news! 6 months does make a difference. still remember last yr camp, was very sian diao when i didn't get into exco, but still i have many fond memories of PA, plus also sad stuff lah. then i realise i actually do not know some ppl very well despite being together for 1 and a half yrs. but it still came to an end.

i feel like sleeping liao. becoming a pig. haven't really start mugging yet!

finally well

Finally i am up and well again. Was feeling like hell after coming back from the camp. had fever, flu and whatever shit there is. Practically slept through like 5 days. Finally able to walk and run about today.

talking about the camp, feeling rather sad n guilty that i only stayed for one day. I just got very sick on the night. thanks to those ppl to helped out. Interacting with those participants is actually not difficult at all. They are just like kids and we just played with them. I also tried out archery. It was hard, not as easy as i thought, but nevertheless it was still fun! The night hike at macritchie was fun too, although it looks like it was going to rain. me and bernard were stuck in the middle of nowhere and we just sat there n tok cock. at the end of the day, my legs almost gave way and my back ache like hell. to make things worse, i had to fall sick then. the night sleeping in sch was just hell.

the next few days were spent sleeping n rotting at home. Went to woodlands to study as the stupid renovation was taking place above my flat. Think i was fuming mad with the noise that i didn't even consider properly where to go. just grabbed my stuff and off i go. but didn't do much there also. feeling very tired. decided to leave after i was struggling to stay awake. went home and had a good sleep. so now wide awake. listening to ocean ou de yang album, which i bought today. his music is those type of very peaceful and clear one, very relaxing.

gotta go muggg