shit

yes. 2 more weeks before i go on leave. not clearing leave though. just taking a small break from work. ppl may think that working in the med ctr is so damm slack. but when there are responsibilities, one can really have a headache. i am having a big headache now and now that mo is back, hope i can sort the things out with him, and hopefully push some of my jobs to other medics. and got new bird join us liao. quite hardworking though, just like me when i first came in. it seems like the trend tat after some time, people will just begin to slack and slowly bochup things. i think i am going into that stage liao. at the end of the day, i dun really care if the dispensary is messy or not. just lock out and then f off from the place. when no govt around, i also never do work. just keep telling myself, just push it to tmr lah. perhaps i am able to do tat now cause i cleared up some of the 'shit' left by the previous IC. i try ( i said try) not to throw shit to person taking over me next time. but apparently, some of the shit i just dunno how to clear or should i say i dun bother to find out how to clear those shit. ok. i should be more responsible. aiya. F*ck. enough of shit. tmr still have cover (on a bloody sat afternoon). more shit coming.....

i am now watching 金枝欲孽. wow. just can't believe how scheming some people can be. or shld i say i haven seen the real world yet. basically, life is abt surviving. to survive, one have to kill. i watched only 10 episodes and i am like hooked onto the show. it's like playing mind games with each other. and the show also has quite a lot of ren shen da dao li. a definite must watch drama. better than the crappy tong xin yuan. wah piang. the plot is really getting more and more ridiculous.

and oh. i almost forgot to mention abt this thing. someone sent me a program called ORD countdown timer. u just input your ORD date, your number of leave, then key in all the public holidays and it can generate how many working days you have. I am left with 369 absoulte days (not counting holidays n weekend) but for working days, i am left with 265. of course never count the weekend duties lah. but seeing the number dropping day by day makes me feel more shiok. almost one yr liao. one more yr to go!!!!

hahaha. i finally figured out how to get into blogger from camp. not that the stie is being blocked off (they block off even friendster), but i can't find the button to sign in to my account.

testing testing.....

harry porter.....

Watched harry porter the goblet of fire yesterday. It was not tat nice. There doesn't seem to be any highlight or peak to the movie. Can actually say it became quite a torture to go through the 2.5 hr movie. plus sitting in the 2nd row doesn't help. Though i have not read the book, but i feel that the movie has placed a lot of emphasis on parts of the movie that doesn't seem relevant to the plot. For example, how much of the movie was dedicated to the goblet of fire tournament? it seems like most of the tournament part was brought through quickly. and the voldermort appearing part, it is just like tat. nothing exciting. just plain plain story telling. and i dun know what is the big hoo ha abt katie leung (cho chang). she is just a ultra calefare in the movie. perhaps in the book, she got a bigger part to play. or in the next instalment, she is going to have more screen time. and hermonie sure looks damm chio and classy in tat evening gown. so different from her usual messy curly hair look. what kept me watching on was how wonderful the magical world of harry porter was. I am now thinking of going to read the book. (I never thought of reading harry porter book, the thought of reading tat ultra thick book just turns me off)

a few good movies (i think so) are coming. the chronicles of narnia, chicken little, king kong, memoirs of a geisha. so far i am looking forward to watching these 4.

mai ya hee....
mai ya hu....
mai ya ha...
mai ya ha ha.....

now this stupid song, being resung by guo mei mei kept playing on radio. and not to forget the tv ads

kan jian zhang lang wo bu pa bu pa la.......

the video tat came along with this song. some stupid retard singing to this song. freaking funny.... gd entertainment when you are bored..

http://www.funpic.hu/swf/numanuma.html

i am so bored now...

i felt like i am on duty the whole week. ended sun duty, went home on mon. went to sleep early. too knocked out. tue night got to stay for the stupid celebration thing, which was such a bore..... wed duty again. all the way until thu. today is family day at wild wild wet. i am on mc, so i didn't go! haha. can slack at home...

then at home for one whole day, i felt so bored. surf the net until i am sian. watch 2 episodes of desperate housewives and zhen ming tian nv respectively. so bored to the core... realise tat life is really monotonous thing nowadays. nothing enriching. just go to work and come home everyday. not using much of the brain. can't imagine how to study next time when i go on to uni.

talking abt uni, how come everyone is wondering an arts degree is useless? it is true tat an arts graduate earn much lesser than a sci graduate. but is it worth it to go and do something i dislike for the rest of my life? my uncle told me to go study subjects like engineering, life sci etc, can earn more money. i am like totally sick of such stuff and i have no wish to go thru another 4 yrs of torture just to earn more money next time. futhermore, i may be just stuck with a job i dislike for the rest of my life. some say a geog graduate cannot find job, can only be teacher. izit?? i had swayed in my subject choice a few times, and i cld say i haven really made up my mind. but whatever, i am not going to study a subject i really dislike just to make loads of money. at times, i may be materialistics. i want this i want tat. but i have learnt to do without certain things since young, so does it matter if i doesn't earn much. as long i can feed myself n my family, i am fine with it. hearing some things from some ppl really makes me du lan!

3 am....

watched exorcism of emily rose today. it was great! it's the entire religion vs science thing presented in the courtroom. it was interesting seeing how the lawyer defend the preist through the unexplained thing. in fact a lot of things in this world are unexplained through scientific facts, but the existance of certain things and events made it look real. Talking abt possession, it is indeed prevalent in many parts of the world, but would tat really mean the person is suffering from some psychitric problem? of course in the medical term, psychitric would be the term to explain it. but there are in fact some cases where the so called 'illness' is being cured by religious means. for me, i believe there are such things, though i have not seen them before, but i believed they were always present. anyway, the courtroom drama was really interesting and i was really so immersed in it. another thing is the 3am thing. kind of spooky....... next time when u wake up at 3 am, just go back to sleep.......

my turn for duty tmr. sianzzzzzz. ok i shld stop complaining. there are many other ppl out there who have life more sucky than mine.

haven update for such a damm long time. almost 1 month i think. everytime also lazy to write something. some update. getting a little lao jiao at med ctr. more experience liao. start duty liao. starting to run here run there liao.

and yup. med ctr internet is up! and can surf net there liao. but, cannot log on to friendster.com. such a pity. and now the rest of the guys are so crazy on hi5 and wholivesnearyou. esp dear sam and steve ( in fact i had just made steve horny in camp). at least with the net, won't be tat sian in camp. talking abt camp, this whole week sian ah. wed and fri got to do duty. no choice lah. so few people for duty. hope the next batch of cmc finish liao can post some new guys here or to bctc. then more people to cover duty. and most impt, koh lei lan better come back quickly.

been looking at xiaxue's blog recently due to net service in camp. recently she got into some trouble over some comments made abt disabled toilet. i shall not comment on tat topic, least i get into some legal lawsuit, but i had thought tat this is rather ridiculous. a blog is a place where one can freely post comments, what one real thoughts are. and yet there have been such a big hoo-ha recently over blog entries. to think i had also flamed some teachers over the net in the past. haiz. shall be more careful on what i say from now on.

I think i am rather rubbishy tonite. just talked lots of rubbish to tee. and then a whole lot more rubbish stuff to steve. reminds me of mrs nair "RUBBBBBISH". tat was the classic phase back then. the 'rubbbb' must have the trembling effect. RUBBBBBISH. talking abt rubbish, i heard this rather rubbish song on radio 933. sang by guo mei mei, the lao shu ai da mi gal, called bu pa bu pa ( i think tat is the title), which is actually a song translated into chinese from the song Dragostea Din Tei by o zone. it is also the song in the advertisement shown in cinema, with chicken little dancing and asking u to turn off ur handphone. but guo mei mei version totally cannot make it. still prefer the original version. strange tat i may find the song irritating, but i like it a lot. it is irritatingly nice.

jay chou new album out tmr. must go get it...

what is it abt vampires these days? been watching too much vampire shows recently. just completed my date with a vampire III and seen the twins effect again just now on channel U. just find tat vampire teeth are just so cool. i also got 2 of those, just tat it is not long enough to suck blood. talking abt sucking blood, it is kind of kinky huh. like necking each other like tat. hehehe.....

my date with a vampire III was good. all the way until the last episode, where i guess almost everyone who watch it will go DUH!!!! or WTF!!!! but the storyline is indeed captivating and it makes me wanna go on and keep watch. the story plot really shows how deep love can run in someone, esp a woman. there seems to be a lot of thoughts tat i just can't put to words.


btw, this is interesting...
http://www.gahooyoogle.com/

i have been lazy to update during weekends.

time has passed quite quickly and i am almost one month old at my new work place. getting used to life there. actually life there is shiok. when snr medic is not around, can slack liao. if mo also not around, then shiok loh. can sleep, eat, play ps, do whatever. just tat cannot go home early. actually, nothing much to complaint abt liao.

haven update for quite some time. have been rather busy with my new job. stay out is really quite shiok. at least there is something to look forward to everyday and tat helps time to pass more quickly. everytime after lunch time, i would be like, yeah, only half a day more to go!! but the travelling is somehow taxing. feeling damm tired everyday. but watever, it is still good to stay out!

at least i am getting into the job. able to find drugs more easily in the dispensary. more confident when it comes to handling patients. and i finally get to draw blood!! drawing blood is more shiok than doing IV. the people i am working with are all nice. got someone to tok cock to, which is koh. too bad he going for operation tmr and won't be around for 3 mths or so. so tat means i have to take care of all the shit in the dispensary.

then staying out is shiok, but for us, we got quite a lot of duty. so many duty, so few people. of course got to cover a lot loh. now i still understudy duty. but it is just zoh boh lan there lah, unless got causalty. just like yesterday, went for my weekend understudy duty with koh. watch my date with a vamprie III the whole day. really a good way to kill a saturday when there is no one to go out with. just rent a vcd and just sit in the aircon room and slack whole day.

date with a vampire III is really good!!! although the story can be rather absurd at times, the plot really keeps one glued to the tv. can finish watching the whole of vol. 1 in one day. 18 episodes. as usual, the characters, ma xiao ling, kuang tian you (called jian tou in this series). then got another chiobu other than ma xiao ling. mao you. whoo....... can't wait to watch vol 2. guess i shall keep tat for the next weekend duty. actually the series is not all abt action. it is abt love. to what extent someone can love another.

yz going taiwan tmr liao. sianz. no one to go out with liao. guess i shall spend the next few weekend in camp and earn some off instead.